now the party don't start til i walk in ;)

hello superstars!

my keyboard is running low on battery agn, so...

last weekend i stayed over at johanna's with jess and yi jan. we literally brought the tv into her room and plugged it in right there on the floor, turned the lights off, and watched the princess and the frog. the show is boring! very. and i slept by around 10? dunno why...

and then ooo my football :) i love football. don't you?

and its so great because now they're coming in fast, almost 3 days between. so happy :) especially since we're doing so well...

last night we went to sg.pelek in sepang, to the chua's house. sigh, they covered up their pool!

anyway, we played guitar hero, which i am quite good at :D buy for me :)

and wii tennis. i beat nick in one game, and i am happy. he beat me in alot....so...

i think i'm going to his house later... i'm not sure...

sorry my blog's been pictureless lately... nothing but lazy :)

alright, its 4 days till school reopens, and i am excited :) 5 Explorer. sounds so old...

BIG SIGH going for some hepatitis jab instead. angry. now. see ya.

;)

okay. i'm back. with stuff to babble about.

ugh. okay. i can't. bye.

i am 16 for 17 days only...

sigh. hey.

haha i thought i had alot to say, but i guess i don't. lol.

two more days till new year.

bye losers :)

don't let miley cyrus sing christmas carols!

sigh stupid fish game.

hello and merry christmas :) i actually wanted to christmas-fy my blog, but i think, i don't care :)

we buy presents, we wrap presents, we give presents, we receive presents, we open presents, we keep presents. ha.

thanks guys for all the presents i got :) sure beats the broom and pail i got last year -_-

i think i spent more on the presents i gave, than on the presents i received. i'm not being kiasu, this is just something i shall review next year.

even if you give me some nonsense, it does help if there is a personal note and my name on it! fools! so, next year, i shall focus on more personal notes, and ugh, cheaper stuff -_- and yeah, maybe just focus on like, aski and una :) yeah.

and to think i wanted to spend more on some of you. hmph. yes, i am being abit bitter right now. i do love some of the presents i got though. anyway, for your convenience and my happiness, here's some practical gift ideas for me next year :) take note if you care.

1. A bottle of herbal essences shampoo - sure, its not the most effective, but its the best smelling one! and its not like i will take offence, my hair is awesome and i know it. just the smallest bottle also can dah...

2. Earrings! - but with taste please. so cheap. and i just bought that earring rack thing so i can display them in my room :) although i have more earrings than that on the rack, if any new earrings are nice enough, they will deservedly be put on display :)

3. Sigh, nail polish - you can 'bimbo!' me all you want, but its so simple. if you know what colors i like and what colors i already have, just buy lah! mm. good brand one of course. elianto is already only rm5 :)

4. Pretzels? Famous Amos? Ferrero Rocher? Hello? - simple, and yummy. why didn't you think of it?

i actually have alot more, but i think i'm starting to sound fussy.

again, i really do like some of your presents :D

i hope you guys like your presents! i'm dead broke and had enough of buying things for awhile...

:D love YOU!

some people only seem lucky, because you don't know the bad things about them yet.

hello :)

you know what, i really want to watch a live football match right NOW. at noon. just feel like it. sigh, unfortunately it is only 4am in the UK. sigh.

christmas does seem far away huh. and can you believe it, i have a meeting tmr in school! on christmas eve! wau.

and hey you form 3s, good luck with getting your results. if they are bad, you'll get over them, i promise. i did, and then i realized those results got me into an awesome class, and you realize again, the value of hard work.

sigh. and last night, i had a dream about my grandpa dearest. i dreamt we time travelled back to year 2008, and when i realized he was still alive, i hugged him and told him i love him so much, and cried and cried and cried. ptuh, i woke up this morning with tears down my face and a damp pillow. sigh :( if only.

well, on monday my sis and i went to 1u BY OURSELVES! :D and bought xmas presents. sigh so broke now. i honestly thought i wouldnt spend more than rm50 and thats with sharing presents with my sis, but the bill is about RM77 ++ on my part.

and yesterday, we went to the baking shop, and giant, and baked cookies, wrote labels, wrapped, and stuck labels. and there are still some left...

umm. merry christmas :)

una, upload the christmas dinner pics!

nicky :)

haha. my best birthday present ever :)

no offense, but some of my best friends don't even get me anything, not that i mind, i don't have a gift giving streak in me either.

but this is no doubt the best present ever :) maybe beats the failed surprise the guys gave me last year.

nicholas ng gave me a packet of skittles in camp. but no, it is no ordinary packet of skittles. it is extra fat, and filled with only red and yellow skittles :) haha! those are the only colors i like.

so thoughtful and surprising right? he told me he had to buy six normal packets to fill it up. and he has the sealer too.

yay. beat that you other losers!

thanks nick! :)

i like it just the way it is :)

walla walla au! haha. i can't believe i had the guts to do that mannn.

my sister is talking very loudly on the phone now. yeesh.

anyway, on friday i saw my one and only brenda wong! she is awesome :) missed her alot, sorry no pictures, i'm pretty useless. we went to that new restaurant at pyramid, fullhouse, which is pretty cool, and reasonably priced lah. i love talking to brenda :D

and then yesterday was christmas dinner, which was quite the bomb also lah, and its a tradition i guess, every year take tons of pictures at the basketball court. the masquerade thing was more embraced by the 365 than any other dept. of course. oh yeah i won a hamper from the lucky draw!

for the past few years i've never bothered to place my ticket in the draw, either i'm a lazy ass or yes, shy to go up and get it. then this is the first time i put in my ticket, and manatau i fat hou at the toilet with una and then omg my name :)

theres some pretty good stuff inside don't worry.

lol, pictures are on facebook, go take a look yourself, even though some people haven't posted their's up yet...

oh yeah then an impromptu sleepover at una's after the dinner. we haven't had a sleepover for so long, just the three of us, and it was awesome :) didn't have much time since we reached at around 10ish, but still managed to talk... alot.

its so easy to talk to them. yeah. i love them. i tried staying up for arsenal vs hull, but i was so mad tired i slept earlier than both of them. and i woke up at 3 to watch the ending, but i stayed for only 10 mins and went back to sleep anyway. tiredddd.

becauseeee i went for morning prayer and futsal in the morning... got hit on the head with the ball. sigh.

right. gotta be at school tmr. doing important stuff again. i predict that after christmas, life is going to be very hectic.

see ya!

sigh. football.

stole this from here

Conclusion
There’s a lot of stupid talk going around this morning about the fixtures list, about Wolves fielding unfit players, and other nonsense but for me the most important thing is that this team sort out the following problems:

1. Injuries (everything crossed that Cesc is OK)
2. Getting Phil Brown a spit guard in case Cesc comes on the pitch after the match spitting like a cobra
3. Dusting off Cesc’s bad boy yardie jacket
4. Keeper
5. Getting Eduardo and Arshavin pedicures
6. Wrapping Silvestre’s hamstrings in bubble wrap so he doesn’t pick up a “knock”
7. Beating the pants off Hull, who are (to be fair) a pack of utter, utter [insert word here]

well, let me explain.

1. fabregas did limp off that game against Burnley. He is OKAY now, but maybe not playing this saturday

2. remember what the overly tanned coach got so crazy about? if you don't its okay, he's crazy. and tan.

3. that my superman doesn't get too ahead of himself this time.

4. mm. even irving aka paris hilton could do a better job. lol

5. yes, those two seem abit invisible nowadays besides the winner against liverpool

6. clichy, gibbs, and traore injured. all leftbacks. is that a scary coincidence or what? now we're down to the fourth choice guy.

7. um, i'm actually okay with hull, just insulting them makes you feel better before the game.

and i went like WADDDDDD?

sigh. you know those stupid mass-sending mails that you get from like friend search websites.

they is getting smarter.

the title and content of the email sounds so personal and nice. and when i got that mail from him i was like WADDDDD? :) and then OHHHHHH :(

well.

12 Dec i went to my tuition gathering. i got a ride from andy's parents with kai ning. and headed to 1U...was hoping to see alllll the form 4s, but we only saw vern, audra, mark, marcus, kavitra and um, ourselves lah. no alvin, rayna, and karling...

then of course youth camp. which every year, is nothing short of phenomenal :)

and i emo la my birthday during camp. alot of people wished me of course, and then the cute twiggies thing, but sigh, some people you think care alot about you or used to care alot about you tak ingat wan.

sigh.

today i had a meeting with sue chen, min hui, a useless bystander named guan sheng, vivien, cheryl, fui wern, and adam at starbucks.

i don't get why you gotta pay so much for some coffee when you can get almost the same thing at the mamak.

and my sis and i got our masks for the christmas dinner adi :) we made ourselves, um, very pretty lah :)

i see you sooon. i so busy sighhhhh.

eh i saw gingerbreadman earrings. regret that i didn't buy em. buy for me.

i am of course, scared to go by myself.

haha. i was writing the lyrics to coldplay here i didn't even realize i was doing it.

reasons why its better to be a Singaporean:

1. things are much cheaper in their currency

2. there have wonka nerds EVERYWHERE

3. your parents would probably own a fancy bmw/porsche/mercedes/audi. there are taxis which are bentleys man

4. clothes are VERY nice, and cheap (imagine buying roxy things for half the price we pay -_-)

5. weather is windier...

6. you can see ang mos and sexy tourist people everywhere :D

7. the law there is less suffocating

8. there is a mall every corner you look

9. well, you can see the sea alot...

10. the guys there are all tall, buff, and the best part is, no lalas :)

why i still love malaysia more?

because its home :)

and adeline dear, i got perfumes too! not suuper cheap, but much cheaper than normal.

anna sui and ralph lauren.

am still lazy to post pics.

and can you believe camp is next week already? just realized.

oh and yay for those spm people who finished already! i get to see more of you all, but it also means i'm taking mine in about a year's time.

wagh.

i would have if i could have, but i could not so i did not.

yes yawn the trip wasnt AHMAZING because you spend most of your time worrying about how much money you spend , oh wait, its something you rich fools wouldn't know abt.

well, reading other people's blogs and facebooks, like i said, i honestly couldn't care less for your trip to nowhere land than i care for the bacteria in the air.

so i'll just tell you relatable things yes? and not vomit up photos of what i did for the past five days.

knowing me, i probably won't do anything anyway.

:) all i will say now is, its good to be home :)

these lights will inspire you ;)

hello hello :)

how was your day? lol like i care...anyway, today i went to school. apparently today is all 3 papers of physics. can you imagine next year? SIGH. didn't do much but transfer information.

i walked home again, its always nice :) just really creepy and dangerous of course.

then i went for lunch with chewie! finnallly :) haven't seen him in, he says 3 months. we walked around the whole of taipan several times. ate at strawberry fields and baskin.

Baskin Robbins ice-cream was the bomb! gelato is stupid now.

yup. then walked to my mom's office. i was so tired, cause i nap every afternoon plus this morning i woke up so early. i slept at the reception area, an empty classroom, and the couch near the bookcase. yawn.

and I KNOW i'm too hyped abt my trip to Singapore, and i also usually don't care if other people travel anywhere from KL to the United of freaking States, but this is my first time out of malaysia so humor me lahhh.

i don't know what to expect either. i suppose i have to sleep early tonight. so i'm gonna watch some gossip girl first before i go :)

my last holiday was may 1st :o

not happy.

can't go out again! won't complain about this shit anymore. i tell you, i give up.

well. since sunday night was such killjoy, you know arsenal and stuff (shut up abt that) i couldn't sleep since i was so upset. i stayed up till 4 playing a stupid drifting game of which i'm pretty good at, and i got hand muscle ache. yeah.

i might be going to singapore somewhere this week or next, and then of course camp, and the dinner, and christmas itself, i really don't see any of my work getting done.

but i am going to school tmr to get well something if not anything done.

by the way, can you believe its december already? i think its too fast i tell you.

i'm angry.

gonna go play the stupid drift game.

unicorns are NOT farm animals, and should actually be called unihorns.

mama's 71st birthday :)

see debbie and i so cute :D

the girl with the black converse got baptised today yo :D

maegan is love yes?

naps are dangerous if you don't set your alarm clocks.

google chrome is abit useless sometimes.

its nice because it's so simple, you can change the skin anytime, and it remembers your most recent pages in the new tabs page, and it auto-detects what website you wanna go with just a few characters, as well as you can search anything from anywhere without having to go to google's homepage.

but it always gives me broken links so i have to refresh again.

haiyo.

so i did go out yesterday, with wen jun and his australian friend joseph. we went to watch new moon, which was kinda nice to me :) and i don't really care whether you absolutely love twilight or absolutely hate it, it was just NICE for me kay?

it was nice. though those bloody heels, i thought they were my friends :( usually they're comfortable and easy to walk in, please I've walked the whole of Pavillion in them before, but ystrdy, it give me a cut and a blister. so, flip-flops for the rest of the weekend :D

and then my granma took my family out to eat @ patisfrance again...

i gave that place good business man, since Louisa took me there, I've brought my entire Chien side family there.

um, what do you call that? nvm.

and this morning, i VERY reluctantly woke up for morning prayer at church. and nick asked me to go for futsal.

it was drizzling when we got there, and when we played it was pouring, and then intense sunshine that was so hot, and then drizzling again.

there, malaysia's year round weather summed up in two hours.

i haven't played futsal since...a few months, i'll never get used to playing with so many guys.

and i met daniel's pet baby snake. for real. i want one too, just...more sedate and uh, vegetarian.

yah. see ya'll later.

only rockstars like me.

sigh.

this is why i never go out. i can ask and ask and ask and never get an

answer, and by the time the other party is frustrated with me, i'm already frustrated with my parents and then proceed to be in silence the next day feeling sorry for myself AGAIN

why la whyyyyyy. i've told my parents why, where, when, how, with who, and my reply?

and I quote "....."

i am 16 for goodness sake. i'm not going to be raped the moment i step out in sunlight right? i'm safer in pyramid than even when i walk to and fro from school.

and i think we've past the point where going out with a boy! is wrong right? i'm in a co-ed school everyday don't you worry i do stupid things with any of those yahoos from 7 to 2 ?

not that i do of course.

i'm not angry, just why? its not just abt tmr's outing, how about in the future? what, till i'm 18?

sigh. i'm watching highlights again, in dutch. annoyed lah.

i've watched finding nemo twice today. and i alternate between the computer, the laptop, and the tv. and sometimes simultaneously too.

my parents should learn something from that show.

nah. something that made me less grumpy.

yes, thats walcott, fabregas, arshavin and sagna in uh, suits.

i'm going to hit the next person who says they are 'damn bored laaaaaaaaaaa'

just a little reminder to myself...

the weather's been getting a lil warmer again, so before i forget, ahemmm. the past few weeks have been great. its so cold, your fingers and toes are always chilly, you can't sleep without the blanket, and even at 12pm, its still awesome. right?

so when it becomes so hot you can't even bear to lie down on the oven you call a bed, you don't even have to turn on the heater and the water is still warm, you barely left the house for school and you're already sweating, and the sun shines silly at 9am, and you wish you lived in friggin siberia, maybe i won't go mad by remembering every once in awhile, the weather is nice. yeah.

so i won't move to siberia with nothing but a bikini. or you know, one of those places where the temperature is pretty cold all year round even in the summer? um geo....the mediterranean? or i'll just settle at australia lah. or cameron! :D

ta-da.

omg something large just flew by me so no pics for now kay i'm gonna run.

i think that i lost it.

wazza :)

i accompanied my gramma to the hospital this morning. i woke up, at 6 O:

i couldn't sleep well last night, i mean, besides the fact i slept around 2.30, i was thinking about my granpa again. i really can't remember whats its like to have him around. and whats more depressing to think about is that he was actually still around 4 months ago. and that 4 months passed by fast.

the only bloody thing i can remember is the funeral. grr.

anyway, last weekend, i was so pissed at arsenal. i watched the game with the mute on again after their goal. so retarded. i can't even bring myself to see my fantasy league.

well we won the game against liege, and why not. can't say i'm looking forward to the chelsea game.

anyone worried about next year yet? :) see ya!

i wish i could have talked to you today...

i watched twilight for the first time just now, and, well.

its a nice movie really, and robert pattinson is kinda hot also lah. i know everybody goes like EW he looks like drug addict, and he does, but he still good looking... anyway, i'm keeping an open mind about twilight from now. rar. and don't tell me to read the book, I WON'T.

so hmm. haven't been very busy, busy enough, but about to get busier.

well we had that sushi thing, which was fun :) we should do it again when we're less sleepy. and now that we're more experienced.

went out on wed, thurs, and friday. managing to eat kfc three times, and at mcD once. i'm just worried about all that pepsi/coke/poison...

and, I've been pretty pissy nowadays, i know, but there is valid reason of course. to repel. so simple. stupid nonsense some people think the world revolves around them.

right. i should better go and sleep.

my dad watches tv with no sound -_-

seriously, go to mylifeisaverage.com okayokayokay?

:)

that day, in school, we had planned for the form 3's to watch a movie. we made them watch G.I Joe. i realize, i hate form 3's. most of them lah. they are ridiculously immature, and got some perpetual face problem and i seriously worry about the future generation.

but don't worry, some form 3's i know, really are human :) and i like them.

this weekend, was kinda boring.

but we bought dresses!
out of 9, we picked 3.

there was one really sexy dress that looked expensive, and unique and wahh :) but we didn't buy it. ah well.

good luck for spm nerdo and afro :)

absence makes the heart go colder :)

why am i updating so often nowadays? i don't know. its not that i'm less occupied or bored, i just have more to say. probably because i go to school less and communicate less. so need to offload more.

just now we went to get a slurpee, and my dad wanted whatever's green. i went down, called him and told him there was only vanilla raspberry which was pink, and um, mystery flavor. which was yellow. and creepy. he said the pink one, but i somehow absentmindedly got the yellow one.

some rubbish wintermelon pineapple rubbish.

and no matter how many times i get a slurpee, the machine never fails to impress me, and i never fail to spill everything everywhere and give a stupid smile to the counter guy. he's probably thinking "now i have to mop that crap off i hope she gets a brain freeze and die". or something like that :)

there a whole post about slurpees :)

and, this morning, my mom woke me up at exactly 7.36 when my alarm was going to ring at 8. i fell asleep again only to wake up at 8.30 and my phone telling my my sim card is not inserted when its blady embedded in the phone. and then i reach school at exactly 9 o'clock, and was late for the meeting -_-

sometimes i even continue talking on the phone for 2 minutes and realize its been disconnected ages ago. or when theres a pause between me and the person on the other end, and its SO awkward for me, then i realize again, yeah, disconnected. thank goodness these things dont happen in public okay.

i'm off. everytime i'm on pass 1, my dad will tell me not to chat with anyone, or be on facebook because its not good to let people know i'm online so late. i will not say what i think off this rule. my dad reads my blog sometimes.

:) i love you daddy!

wow! consecutive posts!

sort of the last day of school today.

forgot to watch chuck. anyone know when's the replay? bugger.

i get to go to school at 9 tmr :) 'get' being the key word here. i don't mind. a meeting only less than two hours i hope.

we played pictionary in school today. was fun for awhile lah. school was just okay. you should see the kinda crap we draw. and WHAT is a space needle?!

and today, besides having meeting, i had the chance to be like a normal student again :) there was no role call, and then i rehat with the noobs. no tugas et al :D

i don't like how some (alot) of people assume you do something alot just because you did it once. er, get what i mean?

um.

its taking me forever to think of an example without hurting anyone's feelings.

nevermind. you just shouldn't label anyone for something they just did once okay. its not nice. human behavior is subjective! and first impressions are important, but not conclusive.

oh ya! we got our report card back. and i have adeline's one with me too because she's too chicke-ahem i meant worried. i actually did better than i expected, for one, i passed chemistry despite getting almost all the facts wrong in the essay. and a good b3 for add maths.

just the stupid 42 for bm lah -_-

altogether 5a's, 4b's and bm.

and! tribal!? wo bu zhe dao lah.

'friends' reruns still get good ratings :)

hey :) i've been on the whole day, and i'm abit tired. so i'm going to be tv-ing the whole night. yeah.

abt that thing, haiyo, i know you all will sure have alot to say if you hear my valid reasons, so i will simply tell you i won't go. and yes, i'm being quite indignant about, but who asked you all to be such inconsiderate rich brats. fart you.

i still have not cleaned my room. haiyo. only the shelf. can't seem to just do it.

i did my *something* though, half done with the photoshop, and i can't find the book, so i obviously didn't wrap it.

ya.

my dad exchanged my 4gb pendrive to an 8gb one, some weird exchange with his boss lah i dunno, but now i have a superbig thumbdrive, and nothing to put inside. what do you use them for besides storing in stuff to bring to print shops, or powerpoint presentations?

i'm really not sure about going to school tmr. i probably will :( see lah. who's going. i forgot what work i had to do anyway, so by going to school, i will feel less guilty. hee.

yesterday, after school, i had my lunch, and some tv, then had to go to mummy's office because its the kids annual concert.

i forgot how cute these kids were man. and theres this guy aimen who is so yummy, he's only ten years younger! i got chance right?

i changed the kids into their costumes, yes, literally stripping them, and then put make up on them, even boys -_- and help to move them from point A to point B. i still had time though, to walk around summit by myself. what can i say? its summit kan?

well. i shall go. there is an awesome dinner ahead of me.

cotton on is everywhere now! :D

its my mum's birthday tmr. yay. means good dinner today. we had kenny rogers.

after kenny rogers, i had this horrible crippling stomach ache and had to drag my sis to the toilet which was miles away, i almost died. stupid old wing -_- old wing had noob toilets. unlike the new wing, or even pyramid. anyway, the toilet was pretty quiet, and i did my thing lah. for abt 15 mins. so painful. and the toilet bowl was disgusting! especially after you flush, yuch.

and yes, i got a new pendrive. 4gb. me and pendrives were never meant to be, they always leave me :( anyway, this one is locked and chained to my housekeys, so unless i lose my entire set of housekeys or the thing just happens to fall off, i'm pretty sure this one will last. i hope.

tmr's gonna be a pretty busy day, but the classmates all planned to show up, so darrrn, i think i wanna bring the camera. don't snitch, losers.

and, future boyfriends, read this!

i don't like guys who carry their girlfriend's handbags for them. and well, don't like the girl too. its okay if the girlfriend is busy and needs free hands, but if you're blady walking in a mall, hold lahhh your own bag! -_- anyway, i have friends who do this, so i'll leave it as that.

right. i watched the wolves game yesterday, pretty okay, but wth did we need to concede! why! why! why! why!

my life plan: stop studying, start working, get alot of money, fly myself to london, marry aaron ramsey, have good looking footballer kids, live happily ever after.

dunno if i wanna stay and watch chelsea vs man u, you know what i DONT wanna see? plastic fans on facebook. mmhmm. like i already said before, whatever happens, arsenal benefits.

kinda cleared my bookshelf a little, sigh, so many notes i made, only to get so low.

*refer back to life plan*

goodbye! :D its late...

i know how to draw lines.

i don't know how i slept last night, but my neck hurts. but other than that, i slept well :) i know how to appreciate a good night's sleep accompanied with dreams and good weather.

if daddy makes it back in time, we could go to lunch with the ng's today.

tonight we're away to wolves, can i say tapao? maybe not, but whatever, i want to win, and man u to win. or at least a draw. actually either way it goes, arsenal benefits lah :)

worked in church yesterday. after school, changed, then had lunch with louisa, aski and lameee. and then did alot of printing, photocopying, and paper-cutting. then had pizza with aski and gideon. was so tired after prayer meeting...

apparently all of my classmates are planning to attend school on monday, with kantha, to have one last, i dunno, not reunion, uh, something lah. but i'll be busy on that day! yerrrrrr :(

my phone's being weird again.

i love you blog, but i love poker too. bye :)

i want a hug.

i woke up this morning to watch the game. mmf. i thought it was at 2.40, but it was at 3.40. so i set my alarm and slept downstairs, but my shit phone is just shit, so i woke up after the second half, and we were 3-0 up. yay :D

i watched the highlights again just now, and wow :D i love arsenal :D i really think that all football fans around the world must be really respecting us man. and i don't mean that in a taunting way.

and again today, another slew of bad results. i'm gonna be the school janitor when i grow up, you'll see. someone rich, marry me!

had fun today in school, of course :D today we even played with hasif, jian onn, and jin onn. i even forgot to do all my prefect stuff! zhe kai and sue chen kill me lahh.

since i was sick on sunday, i've had bad stomach aches, and always feel like throwing up man. i almost did sometimes too, but i just swallow lah (yuck) i'm just saying, i'm very uncomfortable :(

right. i gtg. don't go to school tmr! or go!

because i am :( i have to. nvm, free food!

i love 4e!

us sexy girls :D panda, arinah, debbie, mua, and adeline

don't scare me into bullshitting :)

i need something to do :/ that doesn't involve the school or prefect board.

its not that i'm bored, i don't mind not doing anything, but for now i feel like i wanna... watch a football game, or play a football game.

its easy to be a football fan when your team is doing well (stop telling me arsenal sucks and man u is better okay, we're level on points -_-) how hard is it to be a liverpool fan now huh? arsenal have been there before, and i know how they feel. unlike man u, one loss and fans go nuts.

whatever.

we cleared up the prefect room today. there's all kinds of crap in that cupboard really, leftover from camps.

theres about a dozen healthy matchboxes (with matches inside duh) , and i swear about 20 rolls of rafia string, another 20 sponges, old blindfolds, a sejarah book -_-, alot of mahjong paper, manila card and color paper, alot of candles, loose stationery, cooking oil -_-, canned chicken -_-, toilet cleaner -_-, 1.5 litre water bottle (still full), an ugly digi bag, ridsect and uh rubbish lah.

there was also a dirty floor mat and an old suggestion box. we threw alot of stuff away. and sue chen ripped off the old papan informasi stuff.

i'm not saying the new one is nicer, but anything is better than the old one. no offence to which prefect that did it in the first place.

arrggh i've had to restart this computer twice in the last hour. stupid.

and, i honestly think i may have failed my bm. not exagerating. you do the math for me, 40something + 30 something over 240 x 100? i don't even know what that equals to. and i didn't take the paper home anyway, its somewhere in class. on the floor.

i'm going to marry a rich guy, end of story.


hmm. i realized this post has no smiley faces in it, except for its title.
well, goodbye :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

there's no shut down button for thoughts :(

nah i'm not going to bore you with a post about how i'm sick or another boring weekend, besides the hitea and what i still have to worry about for the next two weeks.

i'm going to tell you that i'm eating siu mai and mama's porridge for lunch, and watch ALOT of tv :)

anyway. my inbox is full again. i'm not the kind that deletes messages, no :( not that theres anything scandalous inside there right? but i hate deleting messages, except chain messages, or the ones from maxis.

abt 2 months ago, i accidentally deleted everything :O i was just going to delete all sent items to make room for my inbox but i pressed the wrong one, and man was i unhappy. there were alot of nice texts there... from last year, some really sweet birthday stuff, and uh, messages from my dad and sis about my granpa during his last few days. andd heee just plain sweet messages from :D :D you know lah.

i'm okay with them deleted now, but the inbox is really cramming up again, and feel like i can't delete anything.

ah well, i gtg. take some meds and sleep the day away again.

theres tonnes of fish in the water :)

heello :)

i shouldn't have gone to school, but i went, and it was okay.

my hair nowadays is dry. and funny shaped. i don't like. i went through my old pictures and saw my gorgeous long hair :D for example the picture on the left :)

long hair makes everything look dressy. and i could make it curly anytime i wanted :/ and and it doesn't make a weird shape around your shoulders. and people always say its very nice ;) my hair now is boring and common, sometimes quite supermodel, but sometimes quite noob lah.

i am so sleepy. i'm going to take a nap now, BECAUSE I CAN :D :D and not feel guilty at all about it!

and! i know what to wear for the hi-tea already. see ya!

ever heard of ethics? or at least professionalism?

school today started FINE, i love my noobs.

then there was the meeting, and the walking around, and the shit marks and ugh.
i really don't wanna go to school tmr, but there is bio. haiyo. one day i will do my negative post about why i'm so stupid lah.

i watched the game this morning, and it was hardd to wake up. and cold. but good game, nicer to watch than the first team.

besides that, have you ever realized most liverpool fans (guys lah) are hotter? :D i mean, if you're a man u fan it usually indicates you're conventional and simple. maybe its just that liverpool and arsenal fans are quite okay with each other wan, hence all the draws we had previously. and we hate man u, and chelsea is too different a color :D

know any hot brooding liverpool fans anyone? i do :)

right. gtg.
i love charmaine :)

pokerrrrface.

i'm not saying we played poker today :) nooo.

lol, just in case this bites me back in the end, there was of course no money involved :)

about 15 of us total came to school today, but we had a blast ;) saw someone i really missed, note: don't like anymore, but still abit infatuated.

i just finished the invites for the hi-tea, of which i still don't know what to wear. i mean, if i had my own way, i KNOW what i can wear, but as this is a school thing, and we have to look decent, and i have nothing decent. i wan wear dresssss.

anyway. i want to complain, about korean/chinese dramas, where everytime you emo, you deal with it by drinking, alot, or in fact not deal with it and become insane. think about it, i know drinking one happens allllll the time, and i know several insane cases. come on lah! its life, deal with it, do what the rest of us do, sleep it off, and facebook to distract yourself loh. noobs.

i know its a drama, they meant for us to pity them anyway. why am i even watching these kinds of shows? cause my mother is watching them. i tak suka.

and i just wanna say, that i think i'm very lucky.

i'm lucky that every wednesday night, there is like a bonding session and mini party with lots of (mostly) good food :)

nat, nick and steph is like family okay, we see them so often, and even berholiday together.
and nick knows our wedding plans also adi okay?

like today, we had this chocolate liquior cake :) which is so good! and good chicken curry, and my mama's homemade durian ice cream, and noodles, and fruits :)

yay.

happy.

goodnight lah :) see ya TMR.
i promise i will update.
i've spent almost two whole days here anyway. why not three -_-

the prefect board should fund me my own pendrive.
hmph.

ooh! and see my pets!
amanda the panda and adeline was supposed to be a gorilla, so i took the next best thing, i pink monkey.
:)

:) itchy fingers, must have a new layout lah now?

my granma is very pretty :)

i realized my last post had about a dozen or more smiley faces in it.
i'm sorry, i'll keep it to a minimum of maybe six per post.
but what if i'm really happy? :D

so i changed the layout again, i am honestly not a real purple fan, but i like it when its paired with reds and creams. but unfortunately, cream on the computer looks like vomit. i even changed my post layouts. i never really liked them, its just something i did when i was like, noob, and wanted to be different than everyone else.

well, no more!

i shall post like this, from the left hand side, and not press enter so very often.

so yes, i did stay home and skipped school. but i was still hesitating at 6am in the morning okay. i very much want to sit in class and talk to the nooblings, but i really want a break loh. notice i didn't say 'need' a break like most of you do? ha!

its 12.15 pm, and i did nothing the whole morning :) read part of a good book from jess, and watched half a movie with my nasi lemak, and am now here :D

things i plan to do:
1. clean my room. its filthy, i don't know how i can sleep in there. books everywhere, clothes everywhere, and erm, alot of hair heee. what lah! i know alot of you lat tau fat also wan okay.

2. do SOMETHING to my hair. i don't know what, i mean, i think it looks super sexy now of course, but i need to change it lah. plus, i have a hair curler now! :D

3. go out. DUH right, i'm sure everybody also wants to. i remember my after pmr happiness of going out almost everyday, and i had the time of my life! this year, maybe not so much, as the form 5s are SPMing, holidays without them would be different.

and! i have little, or almost no money to spend anyway, i'm not like most of you rich kids, at least your parents fund your outing, mine's straight from my pockets.

4. sleepovers! :D with everyone! ahem, i mean, girls lah woi. especially at una's.

she can dish it out, but she cant take it?

hurray, exam over :D

weekend was cool...

i studied the whole friday night.

and saturday morning went to church, and then me, jess and faya went to the mamak near church. i studied too.

went to caremart to teman elsa, then amanda, danielle, maegan, su lyn, jamie and aski came :D
we went to pick steph up :) and went to jamie's place.and baked! some pretty fail cookies lah, but we had fun.

then we went to the hospital to bless the nurses :) with our cookies. well its a hospital, they can treat the subsequent food poisoning lah :)

then we went to parade.

and then to church :) and guess who i saw! pamela teh! :D kawan aku kat primary school :) nice catching up with her :D

and i studied alot too. and studied on saturday night. and sunday afternoon, and sunday night. and watched a lameass west ham vs arsenal game, waste my time. gtg.

be back later :D
muah muah!

if you want me to go to prom with you, you have to pay for me :)

5 days to go!
:)

add maths was do-able, but still makes your heart go fast, sweat alot and nose go runny. bio was like okay, till the photosynthesis part which just left me blank, and there were alot of those questions mannn. and then chemistryyyy ahhh, i also dunno what i crap out lah.

supposed to study now, but that running nose comes with a headache and brain malfunction soooo :D alah just a small break, its just est tmr...and eeehh :D :D its raining now (nao) so i can go and stare it lah now.

arsenal drew with az just so you know. i didnt watch cause the delayed game was at 6.30 am.
last time, everytime got a champions league match, i will skip school. but takkan i skip exam today right?

and the schedule was so screwed up today anyway.

and i like how my class can still be so funny though its exams.

and PFFFT weren't you annoyed with all the noise coming from everywhere? there the form 3 announcements thing and then all that babbling from the afternoon sessions, and while stereotyping forms below us as bimbos thing is wrong, they certainly dont know how to give a good impression. grr.

ciao :) see you guys nearer to the weekend....

GO!

hey :)

couldn't even find a decent online stream yesterday, so whatever, i left it as it is, and luckily too, turns out it was a plucky game, but a convincing win, hurray. saw the highlights though, and wah that arshavin's goal was super. like as if he should have passed, or miss it, but masuk pun :D and man u and arsenal fans unite in the delight of liverpool and chelsea losing. worry about man city and tots? haha as if.

i am fed up with add maths, it seems easy enough and you know the formulas and methods, but come exam time you're just blank, i think i'm already done studying it lorh, but then on wednesday sure kantoi wan.

and what is this. thursday one paper only, and its est -_-

and starting to dislike the blackness of this blog.
after exam okay?
:)

just 2 weeks just 2 weeks.

i love nerds :)

sorry no pictures, blogger's being a pain.

baby i love you, baby i need you, i gotta have you, can't be without youuuuuu

yay i'm back online!
my title was talking about my internet :) haha no lah, just that song is playing now, and it will grab your attention.

yesterday i marah sangat cause i wanted to go online but the internet got some weirdo problem.

i'm sure this blog has dropped off your radars, sigh. i haven't not updated for this long ever.

but this is just for today...and maybe one more day in this 5 day break. yes, my DARN exam is now pushed further, till the 26th of October. that is 4 weeks long kay.haiyo.

lucky there's this holiday in between.

and i miss football too, this is crazy. two weeks? and ps: am NOT going to care about fantasy football, why ruin the experience?

need to clean my room after exam.its disgusting. even for me.

so so, how was my papers?

english, bm, maths, and est all okay :)
moral, i memorised enough, and i guess it was okay?
add maths? like every term lah, scared silly until cant even do composite functions, but can do crap questions like rate of change lah?
physics was ok.
i thought my chem was gonna suck, cause i gave up, cause its not fair, my hateful teacher tak ajar semua pun.......
but it was okay, i mean, i expected it to be worse, but i'm positive i can get 40+ haha.

get readehhhh.


ooh.
miley cyrus song is bimbo sangat, i thought she changed...
and ahem ' why should you buy the gold disc, original disc, and not the purple disc, dvd-r?'
hmm :)


ahhhh my mad sister watching transformers 2, i dowan, i planning to watch on the 26th ;) need to go up and study bio before i get plastered to the tv.

ps, i love my class, they is awesome.

do you realise these are the last actual finals i'll be sitting for?

yeah the com went bust.
but luckily nothing was lost :)

did you guys watch the ars vs blackburn game?
it was the bomb :) arguably one of the best games ever.
six different goals from six different (amazing) players? come on!
i know we don't have a torres of a drogba, but i think the whole team scoring is way better ;)

(and was watching the game with the ngs, chuns, wongs, and durianss!...did i miss anyone out?)

and again, magically, the next game isn't till 2 weeks, so ahem, my saturday or sunday nights are made available for stuying now :) or sleeping more...

sejarah paper 2 today was okay, quite tough.
the one thing i was scared of is one thing that actually happened.

i'm a sejarah fan honestly, sejarah for me in form 1 to 3 was a breeze.
i can remember facts and stories, but i'm horrible at details.

unlike objective questions where you circle your life away.

in the past 3 terms, i've gotten the number of the fasal in the undang2 hammurabi all wrong.
i put 236, 256, 280 but no, the answer is 282 -_-

and today i forgot ALL the kalifah's names and crapped out the essay and forgot the other fella besides john crawford.

and english is english LAH.

this week is relaxed, and tmr's just english and bm, thats why i'm actually posting :)

although i will study some later don't worry.

love the noobs! :D

lantern walk tmr?

yeah.

i'm sorry i don't update, didn't realize it's been a week.

we got out exam schedule's and darn :(
exam is till the 23rd, and probably after that will be busy too.
busy but happy :D

i should be studying now.
but i can't.
such nonsense right.

well, still had a lot of fun in class the whole week.

oo.
i have to tell you abt my wedding dream.
i won't explain it anymore, but i will say it was an awesome dream.
i felt so happy, content and taken care of.

but i doubt i can find anybody in this time of my life.
haha.

i am a happy arsenal fan :)
but somehow, i am abit sick of people saying things about arsenal, or football generally, when all that they think they know comes from the back pages of a newsapaper.
agree?

back to school again :D

yo!

:)

yeah, school again, and haha i sangat love my classmates loh.
they so cool, and awesome, and funny, and noob and etc.etc.
i sat with aesya today, and yeah we giggle like sampats over nonsense..

and then OH!
(OH is hydroxide ion. sigh.)
it is dianne's birthday today!

and also zechary's!
its funny, cause like most of my classmates, i nvr ever thought i'd be good friends with him.

especially since we liked each other in std 6 at skss and then never talk to each other until this year and i think i didn't like him alot also haha.
but now we kawan baik, and my kao oo partner ;)

happy birthday!
not like he goes online anyway...

bloody eyboard is lgggin again see wht happens when i dont retype everything i saw.
hmph.

see you all tmr!
and study hard, exam really is next week :(

fail semua ya?

happy!
:D

i have found [temporary] happyness that costs RM40 only :)

heyah!

lots to post about, but then again, why do I have to tell YOU what i've been doing so far anyway?

its basically what blogging means right, i know, but not to a point where i want to worry about it, so i'll just leave to your imagination what life's been like then.

how bout a summary then?
since last thursday?

thursday: -skipped school, and subsequently, the ajk meeting, sorry, or not :D
-went to my granuncle's wake service (EMO)

friday: -planned on studying, but my aunty planned a (very) last minute cousins outing to KL, went to Saisaki for japanese buffet, and then to pavillion to buy kim's going away present
PS: adeline! yeah, cotton on rocks!

saturday: -went to my granuncle's funeral at semenyih.
haih :( two funerals in three months is too much. that day, emo tak bertahan.
i love jess alot :)
-went to kim's farewell. food was awesome.

and then nothing much, studying alot recently, but not much gone in my head lah.
went out to parade to celebrate dianne's birthday today.

gasp. found this in the old harddrive.
centre parting, pinafore... this must be in form 1 :)

blah. got that stupid sudoku book.
grr.

wait until you love me.

i know not updating frequently is blog suicide.

but i don't find the time to post anything after i visit everything i visit.
facebook itself already takes more than an hour.

and yes, when i say i'm studying, i probably am.
but today is tough, can't seem to do anything.

having my monthly 'i-miss-him-why-am-i-so-stupid' state, and all i can do is stare at his facebook profile and wonder why is he so awesome.

will post long post when i feel like it.
till then, be content with my twitter.

suddenly miss them alotalotalot, we see each other only on weekends but always busy.
we don't even sit at the bball court together anymore.
wahhhh :(
i want us to stayover at una's house and babble about nonsense.
immediately after aski's exam kay?
:O

i didn't study at all today.

don't get a wireless mouse and keyboard.
it eats up batteries like a fat man in an allyoucaneat buffet.
no offense to the overweight.

i'm having the mother of all cramps right now, its normal lah, but wah does it hurt.

today, is the 16th of September.

my granduncle passed away this morning :(
the last time i saw him was at my yeh yeh's funeral.

i like him alot, he's abit like my granpa, old but healthy, and very nice...

i feel sad for my tai yi poh, and the kids and grandchildren.

i think this year sucks.
i hate it, and i think it's unfair.
why the hell are we worrying about stupid insignificant immature baby crap when there are other things more important in life.

i went to school this morning and felt like total crap, thank God i have charmaine for a literal shoulder to cry on.

i honestly think the rest of you won't understand how i feel, how would you know, why would you care.

the wake service is tmr, funeral on saturday.
i don't think i could handle it.

miss my yeh yeh too.

besides that, frim hike was fun, i still love arsenal no matter what, and selamat hari raya.

haha, can't see ryan.

some guys make it simple for you.

its hard lah, to study in the afternoons -_-

but i'm progressing, slowly.

i was thinking about it, imagine all my subjects were like dogs.
and i'm a dog walker,
there'd be english, est and mod maths which are small cute dogs happy to walk along, and then there's bm, who's fat and lazy but drag-able, followed by moral, which is slowly being more understanding, and then bio and chem will be the ones at the back fighting with each other for attention, and then lastly, my sejarah, add maths and physics will be the fat, angry, growling dogs that refuse to move.
get it?

see i'm so crazy, i'm using canine metaphors -_-

anyway, its arsenal vs man city tmr.
can i wait or what?
wanna trash adebayor :)

have you twittered?

do YOU know awesome people?

It's okay when exam is, for instance, a week away, and you have a tight schedule where time flies, and before you know it, exam's over.

It's NOT okay when you worry about exam a whole month before it actually starts where you do have a very tight schedule but how, how can you put so much energy into studying now?

:(

darn, sleeping late again tonight. haven't even bathed yet -_-
- see you on twitter and fpl!

must learn to jaga diri.

the bbq was awesome. good food, good friends, good time :)
i guess adeline will be more detailed about it lah. go here.
it's late, i wonder why.
i'm supposed to try and sleep early.

happy holiday monday!
see ya :D

arms so toned :0

he's just my good friend :)

where's una?

so :)

the whole week of school was a mass of ups and downs, i really do appreciate having charmaine around.
i wonder what she's doin now...

but the weekend was okay.
on friday i was abit unhappy, cause i did the ohp the whole nighttt, and didn't sit at my own place, couldnt talk to aski, jess, johanna and whoever else.
but i liked being infront, helps you concentrate.

saturday?
i slept early on that friday okay.
its my long term plan to having proper sleeping hours in the next few weeks, so i can squeeze in more studying time in the afternoons, instead of dying for 3 hours on the floor everyday.
but i still woke up at 10.30 anyway -_-

after that was abit of a blur, because then suddenly pearly, nat, jamie, faya, steph and danielle came.
yes, that's 6 girls.

plus me, my sis, and debbie.
9 girls :)

and then ken jee and daniel came over, so thats 11 people.
plus the folks, 13 total in my house at one particular time.

and its not that i'm complaining, but my room was left messier than before.
*eyebrow raise*

we had the 365 world tour!
and cheongsams and kebayas and all these are really cool loh :)
thumbs up to rhys and sean, they were one of the only guys who wore traditional and not formal.

i wished the four of us could have stayed longer and enjoy the food there, but we had to rush off to pyramid.
ate at tgif, and watched i love you beth cooper.
don't watch the movie.
waste of money.

not that i paid...
thanks lah ken jee :)

and later, going to aina's house for the buka puasa thing for our just-recently-ex teachers.
and theres a pool there...
i'm not saying we are gonna get wet, but i'm not saying we aren't :)

i dont know how this will be different to the pool parties at adrian yap's ex-condo, but i suppose here will have more girls, and a sampat like adeline and oliver who will be gila sporting.

soo.
see you guys on tuesday :)

ps: join twitter and the 365 league on fpl!

i don't get some people.

nerd glasses :)
we look nothing alike.

erm, i think i got my pms adi.
i can feel myself getting angry at everything.
so er, don't step on my toes :)

i love charmaine anne augustine!

ps: join twitter & the fantasy premier league!
see yah!

i wish i lived in london.

this is aaron ramsey (no16)
he's 19 this year.
:)

he's hot!
:D
not to mention talented heee.
seriously man, i mean, don't think of him as just some super amazing football prodigy, but imagine seeing him on the streets or just as a buddy, how hot would you think he is?
lol.

he's welsh.

imagine how lucky the is the girl he fancies :)

i think i will migrate to england and stalk him.
haha.

alright. enough guy gushing, hello!

today, pn.teo said sejarah for finals will be from chapter 1 to 10, not 5-10 as previously assumed.
haiyo :(

i'm going to start studying hard next week okay?
i must!

this week i can't get anything but sudoku puzzles done because i sleep at such odd hours.
and the afternoons i think i don't move at all.
but today was little worse because my nose is spoiled again, dripping.

what else?
i dunno lah :)

365 world tour this saturday :)
i wearing cheongsam!

and hopefully my plans go well.

bye darlings!

back to school; i think i am hot :D

yay we're back in school, although i can't say we've gone back to learning 'stuff'.
i'm wondering though, why on earth are we still learning english from a textbook?
isn't it easy enough already?
and they wonder why malaysia tidak maju.
i want more literature (not short stories of useless people) and i dunno... other things...

so yes, i got to go back to school.
i saw charmaine! :D
and she is awesome.

saw the nooblings, they is awesome too.

you know, except for SOME people/person.

i think i whine too much about that person. hammy, is it annoying?
i wanted to come here and post a long post about how unreasonable and horrible that person is, but eh. i lazy now.
good yah :)

and i got 97 for est!
:)
why don't people just take est for a simple A1?
hehe.

okay.
i'm going to try and sleep early today.
trying only ah.
don't be surprised if i am still here at 2.
gnite :)

it seems that we won't be selling yeh yeh's car.
and i wonder why they wanted to in the first place, its so full of memories and makes you all nostalgic.
and next year shaun can drive adi, but i suppose i will have rights to it too?
i miss you yeh yeh!

a nibble of humble pie.

yeah yeah fireworks and flags, happy merdeka all :)

sad that this year we couldn't celebrate in school, and even if we did it wouldn't be the same (gasp! senamronik!)

hope school goes back to normal honestly, h what n what, i don't care, i want to finish the syllabus and study my ass off, no joke (wo pu kai wan siao ;p)
yes, finish finals, and have a nice holiday.

:)

i've been having thoughts of redoing the ol' blog and changing it abit.
maybe featuring more arsenal game reviews, as i obviously have a lot to say.
argh.
and maybe feature some of your blogs too!
like when i like a post or a pic of your blog, i can link it!

and i have been feeling abit draggy to post lately, why?
i dunno.

so maybe, more posts, but shorter.
would that be preferable :D

mm.
one more holi-day tmr, its good, give us time to chill after all that chilling :)
but been sleeping late.
very late.
3 or 4 every night.
can't help it leh.

i actually didn't go out the whole week, and i can't help feeling like a sheltered lifeless baby.
been spending alot time with the parents, er, complaints? none?
hanging out with them does reap benefits though, the more evident one being, your own money is kept in your own pockets :)

bought a hair curler/straightener set, and oh my i scared i'll use it too often lah.
hee.

and watched UP with them too.
its weird watching with them, but since when am i the type to care about what other people whom i don't know think about me?
the movie was funny and awesome, abittt impractical, but hey, pixar gives you only the best right?
:D

squirrel!

okay okay, now the moment all the man u fans will be licking their lips for.

it was simply not a fair game, i won't say much because theres nothing i can do about it (we all know i handle inferiority very well huh) and that it's over.

remember, i am a non-biased football fan.
except towards maybe, adebayor okay?

so, i thought arsenal were way better in the first half, and some of the second half.
but we lack composure, and were beaten by a team who only seemed better because we lost our heads for awhile.

penalties are so subjective, but i want the darn ref to say he's sorry.

and maybe diaby to be punished by sitting in a corner for awhile.

i watched the whole game standing up because 1, it was terribly kan cheong, and 2, had to update adrian yap through msn ( a man u fan oh what shame)

what to do?
'shit happens'...
same thing applies to life in all areas.

okay.
what a long opinionated post, lets just end with, i'm dying to go back to school.

ps, i am somehow losing weight again! no effort on my part :)!

chewie :(

oh oh! went to watsons with my dad today and here's what happened after we left.

laura: dee, why you buy lavendar facial mask?
dad: h1n1 lar!
laura: WHAT? facial mask?
dad: yealah, because of h1n1.
laura: dee! that is FACE mask! not FACIAL mask!
dad: oh. then the one i buy is for what? maybe i should use...
laura: errrr...got many kinds..
mummy: its for blackheads.
dad: whats blackheads? do i have?
mummy: yeah. alot.

mini meanie and i'm not lifeless.

its 4.09 am on a thursday morning, the score is 2-0 for now, which makes it 4-0 on aggregate.
i am happy :D

and i'm a noob conversation with julian han.
here's one small part hehe

Laura says: ish. nobody will scold me lah. i'm so pretty
Julian says: dont lie pls
Julian says: not good u know
Julian says: its sinning
Laura says: okay i'm sorry i'm sorry, i'm VERY pretty
Julian says: even worse*
Julian says: you know that you're pretty
Julian says: oops
Julian says: i need to go repent
Julian says: i've just sinned , i called someone that looks like joel pretty
Julian says: HAHAAHHA

btw, why do you people succumb so easily to boredom huh?
every holiday there's always boredom plastered over any public message medium.

why why why.
such lazy hypocrites.

its the holidays! do something.

like me, in 3 days i have (OMG ARSHAVIN SCORED! :D :D) done so many things such as:

- cleared my closet
- studied ALOT
- got a haircut
- cleaned the house
- went to the shop to get new specs
- an satisfiable amount of sleep
- go online about twice a day

etc etc.
i'm not bored!
i'm happy!
and enjoying every minute of my holiday!
and i havent even gone out yet :)
yeah, i can only afford one outing per holiday you rich kids you.

catch me saying i'm boreedddd and i'll eat my words :D

ish.
well, i go now.

fantasy premier league!
still waiting for kyle....

inferiority, and why God is so important.

ISH.
sometimes, i wish i were a different person.
in many ways.

what if i wasn't how i was?
my life might be better on the surface, but how would i spiritually suffer?

but then again, it sure beats psychological suffering.

okay, i just need to remind this to myself.
its okay if you guys don't get it, but somehow i need to post it here.
ahem, don't freak out.

sigh.
right.

i'd rather go drown myself in a mindless search of new restaurants in rc.

here we go.

i make my own decisions. and God helps me make my decisions.
i have made more than a few promises to God i find very hard to keep.
i am keeping them, so far, and it has only brought me nowhere.

maybe i'm being self-righteous and overly diplomatic, i mean, a sixteen year old is bound to make mistakes right?
can i knowingly do things i know which are wrong, and then assume that i will come to my senses (when i'm already fully conscious and well, sane) and ask for forgiveness and everything will be wiped clean?
i'm not sure if it works that way.

but its so unfair!
why do others get to do whatever they blissfully unaware of the consequences, and therefore, not allowed to be held responsible?
HUH?

with all honesty, if i didn't make those decisions to God, i would have lied to my parents alot, would be dead broke, would have a pathetic (but hot) boyfriend and so on....

so why is it a bad thing?
oh this is so conflicting.

its okay. i've just gone mad abit.

yeah just went climbing again, let the pounds melt away!
i'm kidding, i don't climb to lose weight.
ahem, i dont have to :p

and ISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
fantasy football!
i tell you ah, just cause of that STUPID gameweek 2 i'll be suffering.
ISH.
ISH.
ISH.

i wish i could simply enjoy the fact that arsenal won.
thats all okay?

i feel like the room is spinning, abit dizzy now, i hope i don't fall of the chair
haha i feel really really dizzy now

lazy to post a pic.
sleepy, but stubborn, i dowan to sleep.



missing my yeh yeh again.

bye!
enjoy the hols!

theres no bread at home, and i'm already late -_-

i'm supposed to be at my granma's house now, because i promised her i'd be there at 12.

i have yet to brush my teeth and wash my hair, or even just realize that its time to start the day.
but i think she knows to expect me late as usual :p
there's no bread at home, i dont know how my dad promised her that we have half a loaf left.

its been different you know, since my yeh yeh passed away.
we take mama out for dinner much often now, and my cousins are mostly at her place.

yeh yeh not around is weird.
its weird going to his house and him not being there, watching tennis on espn, or sitting on the table reading newspaper, or in the kitchen cooking up something.

i wonder how my mama is doing.
we always worry how she is when she's alone at home.

:(
i miss my granpa alot.
i simply burst into tears at the mention of his name on Sunday, must've scared the heck out of Jo and Maegan.

blur, but still nice :)

it's been abt six weeks now, but feels like forever.

know how to keep a cool head, and ugh i'm number eight.

ISH.

so angry okay, nobody told me i had to change my players BEFORE gameweek 2.
my goodness.
:(
i put in like, sorensen and defoe okay!
but it was too late..and i got a miserable 10 points which smacks me to number eight, and now hasif is number 3.
i regret showing off like nobody's business :p
and HAHA evra, fletcher, rooney?

it annoys me that i care abt my fantasy team so much, cause it takes away the simple joy of simple results, like man u losing...

:)

whatever.
i'm just going to be prepared for gameweek 3.

sorry for all the football talk lah, its what i know best :)

and you twelveans are NOOBS.
panic for no reason.
i'm not gonna talk abt the chaos cause i'm sure its all over everywhere.

you paranoid mummys pet little sissies.
you didn't have to run out of school like it was on fire lol.

i didnt get to take my est results :(

whatever, i got to go home at 11 thanks to eugene and russell.
and i got to skip school today, idk lah.
i think i wanna go tmr...
anybody? :D

i think i'm going to go study now.
for real.

some of us nooblings.
we have yet to have a full outing :)
but we six here still rock.
i'll upload the rest another time...

the only things i want.

mmf its 3 am.
i'm sorry panda, i lied, wo hai mei you finish the sejarah project.
but now i'm done :D

and coincidentally, there's an arsenal football game on :)
which will end around 5?
haha one hour of sleep? and tmr is a busy day.

God help me.
speaking of which, guess what?
i didn't fail anything this term!

isn't that amazing?
and my marks are all higher than 54!
whoa!
God really blessed me this time okay :)

i love panda for helping me to study, and praying with me before exam, and helping me to not copy also.
hee :D

zechary pu kai wan siao, ta te sejarah hen li hai oh.
haha.

and i went sampat today, i dunno why.
but laughing alot today man.

omg the ultraman dance rocks okay!
but so sorry its cancelled :(

okay okay i'll go watch my game.
i'm darrrn nervous lorh.

i love arsenal, i hate dragons.

i hate doomsday dreams.
i had s dream and it's sequel two nights in a row.
can't be a prophecy -_- unless it's metaphoric.
um, dragon = satan?

well, what an awsome opening day of the season :)
- chelsea hampir draw
- man u hampir draw
- liverpool KALAH
- arsenal? menang besar!
:D :D

haha!
i'm so lame i know.
but arsenal undeniably had the most comfortable win amongst everybody :)
we were like on fire!

i have to admit i was abit nervous before the game started, i mean, everton aren't bad, and i don't really know how to judge arsenal now...
but :D
oh-my-supersexy-new-defender vermaelen :)

even my fantasy league team also not bad ah.
i beat darshan and muayyad and muidz :D

okay that's enough.
but i thought The Star didn't do enough justice, like, why put chelsea almost winning on the cover when you can put a super tapaoing from arsenal?
i will never know.

well, i didn't go to school today, so i er uh, half did my sejarah but i bloody hate powerpoint and mind maps so i dunno lah now.
didnt sleep well because of my stupid dragon dream, so i'm very tired, but not sleepy -_-

i want to study, but i don't know what to study.
anyway.

oh yah!
on saturday i went to eat steamboat with my nooblings, and it was fun :)
pics i upload tmr okay?

nerd poser.

i guesssssss i'll go study now lah.
:(

arshavin, school, random events.

i just finished my last-minute photoshop work :)

its pretty, but nothing compared to the redaksi's work because:
1. no time
2. no specifications
3. no help
4. no experience

okay?
haha.
but its ok for some last minute amateur work.

and OMG :D i got 73 for bio!
this must really be God's work (thank you God) cause i was expecting to fail man.
:D

i've been very busy at school, i wish i could see the noobling's ultraman dance.
lol.

and steamboat tmr is so far, ON :)

and yay tmr is the start of the season!
ESPN further fueled my love and suspense for it today by showing the arsenal vs liverpool game.
neh the 4-4 one.
!!

it was like magic mannnn.
i'm at home screaming screaming happyness like anything.
and made me waste abt half an hour -_-

but wah football rocks okay, and its like, when theres a goal, every fibre of your being cheers crazy :D
ish.

i will marry andrei arshavin.

blogger's taking very long to upload pics again...

the cho dai di gang goes climbing :D