Pick Me

Friday, March 30, 2007


what to post about??

did i tell u people that i got demerited a few days ago.
i had to go to BBI.
whats BBI?
its Bilik Bina Insan.
nothing else to call it huh.
i got demerited for not wearing kolar pin.
i guess it was kinda good also lah..cause i was feeling like a goody-goody all week..
u know?

i never thought of myself as a robinson crusoe or shakespeare person...
btw..its the 6th time in the past two years that i returned the book late...

today..there wasnt any teacher.
so we ate chips more and nanonano in class.
and we talked about baskin robbins and haagen dazzs and famous amos.
yeah. i know we suck.

this 'lil' boy is nicholas ng. he is 13 yrs old.
this handsome generous boy helped me to clean my church bag and sort out my sermon notes.
i know it doesnt sound like much...but u dont know whats rubbish till you see my church bag..
this boy is veryvery nice
PS.he blackmailed me to write this

Monday, March 26, 2007

im tired of staring at the sun.

omg i cant stop posting. im obsessed with my blog.
ps.i think i posted about 5 posts or more today..so just scroll down and read all...hehehehehehe

[x] You know someone that cares about
[ ] You have a girlfriend/boyfriend/
fiancee/ husband/ wife.(...)
[x] You have your own room.
[ ] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best

T O T A L:5

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more
than once a week.
[x]There is a computer or laptop in
your house.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You never cry more than twice a
[x] You are allowed to listen to the
music you want to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you.
[ ] People don't use you for something
you have.
[ ] You have been to a concert.
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.

T O T A L: 6

[x] You have over 50 friends on
[ ] You have pictures on myspace.
[x] Your parents let you have a
[x] You have no problem in your
[ ] You collect something normal.
[ ] People don't make fun of you to
be mean.
[ ] You look forward to going to
[ ]You don't wish you were someone
[x] You do something after school at
[x]You always pass ALL the subjects
in exams.(pass but sum not A..sum A)

T O T A L: 5

[x] Your family owns a car
[x] You usually don't fight with your
[x] You are happy with your
[x] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[x] You have friends.
[x] Your parents working salary monthly
is more than $2000.
[x] You know your parents care
and love you.

T O T A L: 7

[x] You know what is going on in the
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You've gotten awards/ prizes/
trophies before.
[x] You know the words to more than 5
[ ] You dont have any enemies at all.
[x] You are happy that you're living.

T O T A L: 9

so..i guess i have nothing to be sad about..
oh wait.

a burp is not an answer.

i feel so..in complete. so unaccomplished.
like..i have to do many things.
which is mostly homework lah.
i especially hate this feeling.
hmm..makes me wonder if id rather feel empty.

i do not have diplomatic immunity.

i appreciate funny people.
i appreciate intelligent people.
i appreciate caring people.
i appreciate unique people.
i appreciate sentimental people.
i appreciate people whom i have something in common with.
and thats a very rare thing.



Name: laura chien su lynn(i dont know whether theres a hyphen or not...)
Birth Date: 14 december 2006
Current Status: single and happy
Eye Colour: same as everybody in malaysia(most ppl lah..)
Hair Colour: Black lah duh
Righty or Lefty: rightie

My Heritage : chinese
My Fears : like i would tell you...youre probably gonna taunt me..ooh...so..my fear is you guys finding out what i fear..hehe
My Perfect Pizza : anything with cheese and black pepper works..

My Thoughts First Waking Up : i better not be late again...
My Bedtime : shit..got tuition tmr...
My Most Missed Memory: i got too many lah..

Pepsi or Coke: neither.unhealthy!!
McDonald's or Burger King: Both rock..
Single or Group Dates: Both.hehe.
Adidas or Nike: BOTH!
Tea or Nestea: theres a difference???
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate hehe
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino

Smoke: *closes eyes* *ignores the word*
Curse: i try my best not to....i dont like ppl who curse alot though..
Take a Shower: nah..ive been unsuspiciously unshowered for the past 13?14? years of my life..
Have a Crush: ahhhhhh...yeahhh...
Think You've Been In Love: id like to think so..but no..
Go To School: i have to..if i dont...i'll be dumb..like all of u!
Want To Get Married: somewhere in the future...
Believe In Yourself: sometimes.
Think Your A Health Freak: maybe not a freak lah...but yeah..i am conscious...

Drank Alcohol: jolly shandy.i like the word jolly.heheh...
Gone To The Mall : of course! what a dumb question..
Been On Stage: yes...all attention on me..*shudders*
Eaten Sushi: yummyyummydoodoo
Dyed Your Hair: i love my hair and i would neverever damage it..hmph..

Played A Stripping Game: NO!
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: maybe subconsciously lah i dont know..

To Be Married: havent u asked this question edi?

Best Eye Colour: dont matter to me.
Best Hair Colour: nothing lala is good.
Short Hair or Long Hair: depends..

A Minute Ago: my endorphines just ran out...
Hour Ago: having a long thought...
4.5 Hours Ago: school! at PJ!!
1 Month Ago: probably onlining..
1 Year Ago: the same thing??maybe studying??stressing??

I love : Jesus.
I feel: depressed.
I hate: people who dont know themselves
I hide: when i want to..
I miss: BRENDAA....
I need: more time to think about life...


1. brenda




5.bill gates??

im sorry im like that lah.

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Saturday, March 24, 2007


i got back ALL my results.


stupid lamemo seni. who cares about it lah..
my results are good right??
i beat eugene in maths.
and i beat ken jee in evrything!!!(except in seni)
which is cool cos those two dingdongs are from amiga..
the psychologically smartass class...


hey..feeling a little down..so i wanted to post some pictures yeah. hehe.

[stephanie tan and phoebe loh]
stephanie's always hyper..i mean always..
and that phoebe...er..very the poser..
just like her sister.=P

[i named him Saucy]
we all feel a little like this once in a while..dont we?
oh..its just me..

[valentines day at FGT]
it really put many things in perspective for me.
although it sorta sucks.

[grumpyfied shrek]

[me sleeping]
forever and ever XD

i drew this. wasted damn a lot of ink.

[camp name taggie]
more like pessimisitc oyster(LALA).

happy!(a long time ago)

[janice, me, CHERYL!!]
i miss cheryl like mad. and she misses me too!
we had a teary reunion.
haha. as if. that horrible cheryl.
although she did give me nice hug.
she almost didnt recognize me.

Friday, March 23, 2007

im over it.

now what.
i was sort of normal(normal?what is normal?) just now.
and now im depressed.
why ar..
that stupid boyyy..
doesnt he know anything.

gonna ask mrs. jill next week.
really really scared.
being a prefect is hard.
but i want the uniform.
the nice gray skirt.
not fair. charmaine and eugene and yumika and ken jee and wee zhun all can wear.
hmph. shall be my turn soon.

anyway..i have to go and freak out about homework.
not that i will actually do it.
i just get really stressed about it and then go to school and copy kara.
bye doods.

i love retards!

Monday, March 19, 2007

shes so stupid what the hell were u thinking.


i only did it cause my endorphins are surging like crazy..
endorphins are the stuff that make u hyper which are released after u exercise a lot..
not that i wanted to exercise..
that freak of nature pn.ong made us run 7 rounds around the large, vast, wide, big school field.
and i did it! without fainting!
(yeah. on sunday afternoon, went jogging with my daddy and was running half way..
and then i fainted.
seriously....it was very movielike..
it was kinda cool actually...minus the part where my dad was worried like crazy...)

so..i want to do a post about running.
so here goes.

i force myself to run.
i run for the health benefits.
and also..
running makes u feel invincible.
i makes u feel like nothing can touch you if u just keep going running and running.

so..thats all about running.

anyway..una said she read my blog.
she said it was very emo.

stupid 'girlfriend' song is stuck in my head.

hey hey you you i want to be your girlfriend.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

u know its the holidays when...

its boring like shit.
I'm doing nothing now. again.

a few days ago..was mummy and daddy's anniversary.
we went to 1 Utama.
we ate at T.G.I.F.
there was so much cheese everywhere.
I've grown slightly fatter.=O

anyway...every time i go to 1 Utama, i feel depressed after a while.
cause lots of expensive stores there where which i know i cant afford anything from.
and i saw this Nike shoe in the Nike store(duh) it was red and blue and i want it so badly.
anyway....at 1U, theres usually more privileged people there u know u can see they can get anything they want from that very moment they lay their eyes on it.

we also went to MPH.
there were a lot of books under 'self-help'.
i wanted them all.

hey you

i saw a man wearing an arsenal jersey once.

i want one too.

a someone's character flaw.

desperateness is something you will never need.
but its something you have.
and if you fail to realize that, then you are more desperate than I thought.

nike air force ones.

i want one pair.

Monday, March 12, 2007

busy night.

what a busy night.
i have been trying to post something for the past 3 hours.
i have forgotten everything i wanted to post.

haha. now chewie cant comment.

Saturday, March 10, 2007


i have a problem.
i was totally hyper at the wedding today...before youth, after youth, but then at about..6 sharp,
i felt depressed.
at that moment i wanted to be alone and everyone to just shut up.
its like someone turned off my sugar supply u know?

and i just found out that...
i cant throw balls properly.
to all your perverts, u can think whatever u want.
but im not that kinda person.
i literally cant throw balls. my aim sucks.

tickle test

Laura, your most unique quality is that you're unusually Inspirational

You inspire others around you with your creative energy and thirst for new experiences. You are exceptionally curious and aren't afraid of learning new things — which is probably because you tend to focus on the potential positive outcome of any experience rather than dwelling on the potential negatives. You are a true explorer in the word. You want to understand and experience it all, and you're especially open to new feelings and ideas. Compared to others who are open, you are unusually imaginative. Only 1.8% of all test takers have this unique combination of personality strengths.

[this pathetic thing made my day =D]


arsenal lost to eindhoven. that horrible nicholas ng.

i gave bryan ch'ng a 'love letter'.


u should be able to tell that im hyper right now...cos i keep on posting and posting. i cant stop.


you're so hot.
you're way hotter up close.
u may be the hottest guy i have EVER met.

Friday, March 9, 2007

i aint emo.

im not emo.
but im not happy either.
hurrahs for the holidays. and we just finished exams.

do u know why im always depressed?
im not gonna tell you.
and if u ask, i'll just say im fine.
but do u know why im depressed even when theres nothing to be sad about?
cos i know im gonna be depressed sooner or later cause the people in my life dissapoint me so much, i might as well get used to it.
and i cant let out my feeelings to anyone. nobody. sorry brenda, not even you. i think theres only one person. but i messed it up with that person. haix.

maths was hard. but not as hard as everyone says so.
hehe. and i didnt know about half of the questions for KH.
and...im so sick of bearings. bearing bearing bearing.

i have to express this anger i have on this someone i love unromantically la.
or more like
im your exact clone, only, your just much better in everything else.
i hate it. i want to be different.
but thats IMPOSSIBLE.

i missed HEROES. i want a repeat.

i dont know if i want to go to troy and janice's wedding.
i wanna go and get all mushy about love la..but then..lazy lah.

Monday, March 5, 2007


haix. im depressed.
i know i didnt seem very depressed on Sunday...thats ONLY because MU won against Liverpool and Arsenal won against Reading. and the rest was just too much sugar.

but today i woke up feeling like shit.
well..partly cos my backbone hurts and there isnt enough oxygen going thru my nose rite now.
and i forgot to take my antibiotics again.

yesterday, was sunday.
i went to church.(LIKE DUH...)
after church, we had to eat chicken rice. bleh.
i barely ate it. i feel kinda bad for wasting it.
after that, we had a meeting..
lol..then i went upstairs to help the lil' kiddies.
then we played dodgeball!
and a very pathetic(me la) round of football...oh yeah..me and aski punya brother did some dancing too. lol.
then the LTP'ians got break. i stole some sausages.
then i went in ilegally to the LTP room. WITHOUT PAYING!!
i went to sit with ashley. everytime the pastor looked at out direction...my heart beat was like....u know la..

Saturday, March 3, 2007

i cant take it.

thats it.
im gonna explode if i keep on thinking about YOU.
fact 1. you have a problem. admit it.
2. just tell me so that i wont post things like this.
3. will u say something? i feel like im the only one.
4. ask me. OH PLEASE. ask me again.

im still depressed.

oh well.

I'm still depressed.
so..i might as well just sum up everything.
2007 SUCKS.

Friday, March 2, 2007

i should just give up now.

how many times have i said that i'm 'depressed'?
i dont know.
do u think i overuse that word?
do u think im abit too melodramatic?
maybe i was.
but now..this very moment, i feel crappier than i have ever felt before.

im not gonna be emo-about-love now..i think its not worth it to like him anymore, i know he doesnt feel the same way
im just..really sad
i have no appetite(this is rare).
i have no enthusiasm.
i have no homework.lol.(sesated)
i have no idea what to do except to blog.
blogblogblogblogblogblogblogblog. i'll shut up now.

augh. its all my fault anyway.
im too childish.
too unfocused.
its all my freakin fault.
but they promised me.
but then again.
i shouldnt be the more important one. i know.

*background hurrahs*

ima go feel sorry for myself now.

bart simpson

these are bart simpson punishments:
I will not carve gods.
I will not spank others.
I will not aim for the head.
I will not barf unless I'm sick
I will not expose the ignorance of the faculty.
I saw nothing unusual in the teacher's lounge.
I will not conduct my own fire drills.
Funny noises are not funny.
I will not snap bras.
I will not fake seizures.
This punishment is not boring and pointless.
My name is not Dr. Death.
I will not defame New Orleans.
I will not prescribe medication.
I will not bury the new kid.
I will not teach others to fly.
I will not bring sheep to class.
A burp is not an answer.
Teacher is not a leper.
Coffee is not for kids.
I will not eat things for money.
I will not yell "She's Dead" at roll call.
The principal's toupee is not a Frisbee.
I will not call the principal "spud head".
Goldfish don't bounce.
Mud is not one of the 4 food groups.
No one is interested in my underpants.
I will not sell miracle cures.
I will return the seeing-eye dog.
I do not have diplomatic immunity.
I will not charge admission to the bathroom.
The cafeteria deep fryer is not a toy.
All work and no play makes Bart a dull boy.
I will not say "Springfield" just to get applause.
I am not authorized to fire substitute teachers.
My homework was not stolen by a one-armed man.
I will not go near the kindergarten turtle.
I am not deliciously saucy.
Organ transplants are best left to professionals.
The Pledge of Allegiance does not end with "Hail Satan".
I will not celebrate meaningless milestones.
There are plenty of businesses like show business.
Five days is not too long to wait for a gun.
I will not waste chalk.
I will not skateboard in the halls.
Underwear should be worn on the inside.
I will never win an Emmy.
I will not torment the emotionally frail.
I am not a 33 year-old woman.

i actually read this entire thing 2 days ago ..at about 12.10 am
and was laughing my head off.
my parents thought i was mentally unstable.

if i could escape...

we talked about pokemon.
yes..do u remember pokemon?
i used to be obsessed with pokemon.
and apparently, so were they.
so we talked about pokemon.
about pikachu.

er, i slept in school. again.
cos we dont have a seni teacher yet..so i slept soundly for about...10 minutes..

jiiiiiiiiigllly pufffff jiglllllllleyyyyyyyyyyyy-e-e puff
asleep yet?

guess what my daddys doing.


stufff that makes me feel like crap right now:

1. arsenal lost to blackburn
2. i have a horrible stomach ache and i went to see a doctor at 12.30 am which is/was exactly 12 hours ago.
3. i couldnt go to mc afee practice today..i wanna run!!
(i hope they dont take my name of)
4. i have to eat porridge ..bleh..
5. i haven't studied for exam
6. HE doesn't talk to me
7. i cant find the rest of my ang paos(this happens every year)