i aint emo.

im not emo.
ok?
=D
but im not happy either.
hurrahs for the holidays. and we just finished exams.

do u know why im always depressed?
im not gonna tell you.
and if u ask, i'll just say im fine.
but do u know why im depressed even when theres nothing to be sad about?
cos i know im gonna be depressed sooner or later cause the people in my life dissapoint me so much, i might as well get used to it.
and i cant let out my feeelings to anyone. nobody. sorry brenda, not even you. i think theres only one person. but i messed it up with that person. haix.

examexamexamexam.
maths was hard. but not as hard as everyone says so.
hehe. and i didnt know about half of the questions for KH.
and...im so sick of bearings. bearing bearing bearing.

i have to express this anger i have on this someone i love unromantically la.
YOUR AN UPDATED VERSION OF ME.
or more like
IM AN uh..UNDERDATED(HUH???) VERSION OF YOU.
im your exact clone, only, your just much better in everything else.
i hate it. i want to be different.
but thats IMPOSSIBLE.


i missed HEROES. i want a repeat.

i dont know if i want to go to troy and janice's wedding.
i wanna go and get all mushy about love la..but then..lazy lah.