i should just give up now.

how many times have i said that i'm 'depressed'?
really.
i dont know.
do u think i overuse that word?
do u think im abit too melodramatic?
maybe i was.
but now..this very moment, i feel crappier than i have ever felt before.

im not gonna be emo-about-love now..i think its not worth it to like him anymore, i know he doesnt feel the same way
im just..really sad
i have no appetite(this is rare).
i have no enthusiasm.
i have no homework.lol.(sesated)
i have no idea what to do except to blog.
blogblogblogblogblogblogblogblog. i'll shut up now.

augh. its all my fault anyway.
im too childish.
too unfocused.
too..pathetic?
its all my freakin fault.
but they promised me.
THEY FREAKIN PROMISED ME!
but then again.
i shouldnt be the more important one. i know.

i'm MISERABLE.
*background hurrahs*

ima go feel sorry for myself now.
byes.