a thousand words.

i've been emo-ing :(

okay, not really. my life is rich with happiness with every turning, and i am happy with the way things turn out and content with what i cannot control.

but. doesn't mean i can't get sad :(

remember in my 2010 post, i said it's a year people leave? so is 2011.

i've had this pic a long time adi. it's from one tree hill. and in fact i even posted it up here once before.

but back then i meant when people leave, they choose to leave. and it was some nonsense about guys lah. i mean, it was true. but now i mean it in a totally different context.

now people leave because they have to. you have to do other things that are very important and they have to go somewhere further to do so. it's silly to live inside a little bubble where everyone you love will always be around with you, for you.

i cannot tahan. first, my best friend of 12 years has to go for ns. una will be back on cny and of course it's only 3 months but still! all the after spm plans gone, and she's a really easy person to miss. 

and nat is going away for 6 months too :( okay she'll be back during cny as well. but till then how? my wednesdays D: 

and now johanna :( that one's the worst for me so far :( she's going to australia for 5 years. she'll be back end of this year for a holiday, but OMG i'm going to miss her.

even at the farewell yesterday yeah i feel like a noob for crying in front of everyone. we've been friends for 7 years now. and very good friends all the while. she may seem quiet at first but when she's excited she gets really hyper and smiley :D she's sweet too. and i kept all the nice cards she gave to me. and we have matching giraffe t-shirts. and no more sleepovers :( and her custom shoes :) and her hugs. 

and julian who's already gone.

i'm such a wimp.

see, so there is consequence of having too many good friends. you love more, laugh more, enjoy more, but you will also cry more. when they go.

emooo.

SO.

i took my undang test. i honestly didn't study much. i did the questions though. the night before i watched the noob game where ipswich beat arsenal BUT don't worry it's only the first leg. so i was did 200 questions while watching. 

i like doing things when i watch early morning games.

before school ended i always do my math or add-math homework while watching. sometimes i paint my nails while watching. so that night i did questions. i slept at 6.30. woke up at 7.30. haha.

debbie's mom fetched us and we reached there at 9.30 i think. and we met cheryl soh there. and later also met andrea :)

by the time we actually took the exam was 12.45. for me lah. dunno why debbie take much later. when i going to finish.

i got 45/50 and debbie 46/50.

and we walked all the way to mien tui mien. i forced her. cause i is like my pan mee there.

and then walked all the way to empire.

which iz quite far!

and walked and walked and walked. had dinner with her mom and sisters then. home.

friday went out with jess and joyce to 1u to buy something for nat and johanna. seriously had so much fun :)

and saturday was a lonngggg day.

morning prayer again (yes! 2 consecutive weeks adi!) and breakfast and futsal. 

there were like, other people at the court, that we don't know. but the wanted to play with us so okay :D

and i think we won. every match against them. haha. i mean, not me lah, i'm not going to play against a bunch of guys i dunno D:

then we played. quite fun lah :)

seriously. everyone is so retarded i remember i can't stop laughing the whole time :)

and then one of the guys we didn't know joined us. and he was the one that injured me :( lol. i quite pro la stand in his way but omg he kick the ball so hard. and now my leg has a big bruise. and lawrence lah. hit my stomach D:

had to leave early. so i made terence fetch me back.

went home to bathe and get ready and go out for a japanese buffet with my cousins! seriously. this one you order wan instead of getting up and walking.

at damansara uptown. full :)

and then church. and dance practice. came home. exhausted. but still had to stay awake for west ham vs arsenal. i think i managed to blubber through it. yeah.

and yesterday. after church, got johanna's farewell.

emo.

bai.