i never wanted anything from you.

if you're wondering if i have done anything productive since my last post, well..

i did go jogging last week. and my fitness is so bad. and my muscles ached for a whole week after. so wimpy right. no wonder nobody can believe i used to be an olahraga.

i used to be able to do about 6 rounds no sweat. now, one round also can dai.

i guess time will tell if i can keep it up regularly.

on the other hand, there is dancing.

yeahp.

my church is having its 30th anniversary in february, and is having a super boom boom pow dance performance. and i'm dancing one part of it lah. it's quite long too.

and it's not like the previous dance i did er, 3 years ago with aski, lawrence, adrian, joel and ryan. that one was more modern. this one is in fact totally opposite. its a traditional dance lah. but not any less spectacular.

i wouldn't consider myself to be an awesome dancer, but i CAN dance better than most of you would think.

although traditional dancing is much harder. and boring. haha. at least its another form of a workout.

hmm.

on saturday, i was out almost the whole day.

went to church at 6 in the morning. for morning prayer. it's one of my resolutions to go every week :)
and after that, jess let me drive around the area. which is like proton and acer there lah. i panicked at the junction and braked the car and the car behind me honked like crazy.

then we went to melur to join the others. and then i went to the court with joel and joe. ahaha.

at first i felt like a tiang again and then like, why on earth am i playing with all these guys -_- but faya and i started playing more when some of them had to leave, so less players in the court lah, i felt much more useful :)

then we went to erm. the coffeeshop lah.

i didn't order anything though.

because :( i've been having these stomach aches for like 2 weeks nao, twice a day. and they're like the i need to go to toilet kind and more painful too. and then i know this part is tmi adi but i need to complain! i lau sai like twice a day and not a lot too. argh.

i'm eating right, i can't be having food poisoning for 2 weeks, nowhere near my period time, then wth is it wey.

ANYWAY >:(

at the coffeeshop we played like monopoly deal and talked and next thing you know it's already 12.

i can't believe i missed weeks and weeks of this because of spm :( never again! although i was exhausted the rest of the day, i wouldn't change anything :)

and then i went to 365. and had dance practice till 9 D:

ooh.

and on sunday, while waiting for mae, joe let me drive his manual in the parking lot.

first time driving a manual. i think i want to give up D:

what a temperamental car! you release the clutch too fast and it dies -_- and like even though i was like at less than 10km/h it felt like bloody 40.

sigh. really. lucky he's a patient guy :)

but i honestly do feel like it's so hard. imagine, that was only in a half empty parking lot. imagine the road! a hill! a turn! omg. i'm going to kill myself! and my instructor!

sigh. but then my dad (of all people) in a way, said anyyyboodddyyy can do it. just get used to it.

well. if my mom could do it. if people like haha jesssss could do it. then i can do it too :) i think -_-

rahhhhhh.