another one bites the dust.

i finally finished up with glee :) and its okay je lah. not spectacularly epic.

guess how thursday went! guess! really!

i spent the whole day changing this and that on the tickets. and looking for people to help me look for people. sigh. tired :(

and you NOOBS i dont friend you all. you know i don't know anything about anything that happens. so i hear about rimup, and nobody tell me it wasn't for explorer?

wth. at least i had a great time with charmaine, and a uh, friend ;)

wasted time though. and then at tuition. haha teacher got us dominoes yo :)

friday, i managed to sit in for two periods of add maths. then busy adi.

i went to the edufair thing though. lucky.

i have yet to read any of the gazillion brochures and magazines that i took from there.

i honestly don't know what to do. for my future.

heh.

i also have this lame eye infection thing. it hurts. and makes my left-eye swollen. and i feel sleepy and tired all the time. sigh.

not like i've been having enough rest and sleep anyway.

and then today! :)

i had to go supervise band practice in school today.

wth we all know i'm only there for nova, bias or not, i love them.

that was at 7.30

first time i wore like that to school. i wore the koku shirt, but with like shorts and flipflops and didnt tie my hair at all. i just woke up and went like that. haha.

i didn't know pn teo would come! but she did, but she didn't say anything about that, so :) haha.

and then i went home. SU-ANN's BACK! :D

and i watched some glee, and changed. then jess picked up for the first time yo!

just the two of us. ahhh. my best friend now drives! hehe. and we went to cineleisure to watch eclipse. okaylah, but the leng chai from the trailer dies in the end lah. sigh :(

and then to church. so i'm kinda tired now. and bm seminar tmr? 10 hours kononnya. sleepy.

i hope i don't fall asleep there tmr.

tmr (Sunday) is also the 1 year anniversary of my yeh yeh's death :(

i can't believe one year already passed.

i miss him so much :(

if i look back chronologically from the month he was first diagnosed till his death, my biggest regret is not spending more time with him.

my granpa was a great man, and i missed out on learning more about his exciting life.

i think losing someone you love makes you feel the pain of loss alot more.

i cry the most at movies when a loved one dies, or leaves. i think i can't handle it well now.

even my sister leaving made me teary. its like one moment you were just going on with life, and next, the very air you breathe feels emptier, and all you feel is regret.

sigh :(

didn't mean to make you feel sad, if you are.

gnite darls.

see you guys soon?