i dont think so.

I dont think i can stand it any longer.
i hate school.
its no like we study much.
we should just have school in church.
i wanna go to church.
i cant wait for anything to do with church.
really.
school sucks.
whats so nice about it huh.
i know u got friends and blablabla..
i mean...ugh...
i know la..so happy to see friends la..
but then..haix.. everything's all the same...
nothing changes.
sometimes i feel like i lose my purpose of life somewhere in between.

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[an altogether different post]
whats it to me anyway.
it doesn't really matter.
or does it.
in the end we all just end up in heaven or hell right.
and then everything just goes away.
u just have to do what u have to do and be off with it.
all the little things smothered between are just for our selfish pleasure it it not?
[I'm so emo now i wanna write a poem like Brenda..
but my head is blank.]
so.
i feel so selfish now.
here i am being depressed for an unknown reason while other people are doing far worse than me right.
i should be thankful i even have a blog to just rant about.
yeesh.
it just doesn't matter.
get that through your stubborn self-centered head.
i just want what other people have.
and THAT.
is a sin.
its inside the 10 commandments.
go check.
thou shall not er....somethingsomething....be thankful...somethingsomething la...