normally, i ask myself: why am I feeling like this? and I can honestly and objectively answer it to myself which helps me straighten out my feelings and then it will surely pass.
but now i do that and i'm still upset almost all the time.
and i guess it really comes down to feeling insecure about myself in some ways which i never thought i was.
my confidence in this aspect of myself must have been based on very unstable foundations. and i guess it links itself amongst my current dilemmas.
and what about emotions that don't just linger but also get more distractedly stronger. and i feel like i'm going backwards.
maybe i just don't like things changing. nobody does and people generally have a tough time with that don't they? i'm not crazy, these are valid concerns am i right?
also, my pride refuses me to talk it through with anybody. fantastic joys of being me.