there is no path of least resistance.

this never fails to make me laugh :)

heyyo :)

i think, i am *ooh glee marathon :D* i forgot what i wanted to say, let's just write, unhappy.

i mean, yay, cny, holidays, new clothes, sort of new phone, ang pao, visiting etc etc, but there are alot of things to be unhappy about :(

not that i want to focus on it and emphasize it, but i'm really bothered. by alot of things.

firstly, this may be a touchy issue lah.

i don't like how all these people are claiming they are christians and they love God but giving SUCH a bad impression. honestly? what? really? they are barely civil and they are 'encouraging' people to know God when they themselves can barely be nice.

not that this was done personally to me, and not like i'm a saint either. so yeah. who am i to say right? but if i was better i'd be more outspoken about how much i love God, because i really do :) but some of you act as if there is no moral compass in your head, how can others believe you?

i know people who are christians, and man, there's really something special about them. they are always friendly, almost always smiley and positive, and seem to know what's their purpose in life, and i admire them :)

but some of you, let's say, there's no difference between you and some other person.

secondly, i know, you can look away and throw up if you want, olahraga :(

hah, this week was horrible. i can barely do anything, and i want to compete in a district level competition? so yes, each and every training session i go to is important, and if on consecutive days even better.

so how? i haven't had any proper exercise since...i dunno, monday? and this cny week isn't my freeest week either.

and thinking about it on and on and on and on. sigh.

thirdly, wherrreeee has alll my moneyyy gonnnneeee (yes, i want to sound whiny)

i started with 100 bucks on the first week of february, which rm20 more than my monthly allowance. it is now the day before cny, and i have NOTHING. and no, i will not use my ang pao money for normal use.

i need to have better money management.

fourthly, am i the only one worrying about spm adi?

that sounds so lifeless right, but with every passing day when i learn newer and more complicated things, i can almost see the whole year flashing by and next thing i know i get 1 A for english and am doomed to being a maid. i can barely make form 4 understandable to myself, do i even have enough brain space?

yah. so what's my problem again? lol. i can keep myself happy somehow. i have a charmaine i can talk to for anything :) and of course, without God, i'd go crazy.