say something anyway

argh..
nobody reads my blog.

anyway...

i wish everything would just work out.
for once in my life...for the first ever time...
i want the nice fairy tale ending..
but so does everybody.
i want things to progress and get its freaking ass moving...
but i have doubts.
will it be too much of a distraction?
and..
i never usually get what i want.

except a new pair of shoes.