can u see me?

hello freaks-that-actually-read-my-blog...

dammit.i hatehate forwarded messages.
they send you the same crap again and again and its not even true(sometimes) so its sorta lying.
i mean the funny stuff is ok i guess but dontlah send to me that they will shut your account if you dont send this crap to more than 10 people who actually care.
and i especially hate the ones that say if u dont send this to another bloody group of people, you will have a bad love life and all that.
like an email could change your life.....

oh..i dont mean to insult people who sent those messages...
anyway...
happier stuff!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH.
what an overstatement.
happy stuff?
what happy stuff?
dont u know my life sucks?
what happy stuff are u talking about?

anyway.
i did something with photoshop again.
here goes.

so how?

i need u to tell me.

i dont wanna be in love
i dont wanna be in love

ok. a sudden obsession with good charlotte?
weird.
i'm not the type that falls in love easily.
mostly, i like guys cos well, theres nothing better to do.

anyway.
i didnt go to school.
cause i'm sick.
dam stupid.
i always always get sick near holidays and weekends.
why cant i get sick on a monday?
anyway.
its good lah.
at least i dont need to do Pn Erna's bloody homework.
like siviks so important like that lahhhh?????????!!!!????

such a beautiful lie to believe.

so..yesterday went to subang utama for their hari whatever.
i went with my auntie/tuition teacher. hee.
then she got lost...its a freaking huge place so i as mostly confused.
then i went to see amanda and cheryl.
then blablabla, walked around.
then i saw una and aski so i followed them around.
waited a long time for the haunted house thing but then so fannn(i used i Chinese word! im not a banana!) until we just left the line.
how many ppl we saw.
alot of lalas there lah. and weirdos.
i spent 20 bucks there. i think its a waste of money.
i dyed my hair greenish. but it didnt even last till youth meeting.
and i got a tattoo. tiny and shiny.
anyway.
we got bored so we went to the park.
played on the swing awhile.
then we walked a gazillion miles to aski's house.
okla..maybe not that far but still..
hot+tired+sweaty


then at aski's house.
camwhored alot.
played with hair straighteners and hair-dryers.
and we all exchanged skirts.
i had to change skirts with una about 5 times cos she was worried about how fat she looked and well, we were both selfish like mad.
anyways, eggs, shoes, bathing, joel, a dog named nike (i hope u guys know what i'll name my dog if i ever get one..starts with a)
and um girl talks.
thats how to sum up the day there.


and youth was well. youthish.
i think i have to tell someone something veryvery important.
the ambiguity in my brain is killing me.

my camera is with jess so i cant upload anything.

destiny vs. fate

bassguitar, electricguitar, drums

My Chemical Romance - Teenagers

Justin Timberlake - Lovestoned/I Think She Knows
DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL.

ok. music is again taking over my life.

people, go watch Transformers. i feel like watching it again.

me ushering this saturday.
i got a name tag.
its chainy thing is......PINK!
i dont usually like pink...but still.

went to Jessica's blog just now.
Jealousy+Insecurity
thats my life.

seems like everyone is emo nowadays.
and so is the weather.

[my first time amateur try at adobe photoshop]

i feel like talking about the guy again.
*sighs and frowns*
he is not the perfect guy for me.
heehee.

i need respect and attention.
if being rude is your way of communicating, maybe your life isnt so much better than mine.

Sarah freaking migrated to freaking Australia.

anything but ordinary please.

laura: what will i get if i get no.1 in class?
parents: handphone lah..
laura: *shocked and disgusted*um...
parents: then what u want?
laura: jeans.
parents: .....

hee. weird rite?
whats wrong with me?
hehe.