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| ice cream on a hot day, at the camp site |
i've been missing the twelveans again. and not just my gang, all my classmates, and form mates, and then school mates.
even if i didn't know most of them well, i miss just seeing them. or walking pass by them in the corridor. the 5D, 5E and 5F stretch of classes. i always loved those classes, cause we're all kinda smart, and yet, still cool :D
by saying that, i think i just made it sound not cool. whatever. haha.
joseph says that psychologists say that dreaming about the same people constantly indicates that you miss them. well how true is that. my dreams alternate between my church gang and my ex-school gang. and i think i'm the only one this pathetic.
maybe cause i can't seem to find a footing in seafield. i've got some great friends and classmates there, and the prom comm is cool too.
sigh.
the juniors just had their graduation, and oh such good memories it brings back. :)
back then i had no idea what i wanted to in life. and now i think i do, but i wish i knew it earlier. it would have saved a lot of heart pain. this year in conclusion has got to be the weirdest year of my life so far. and i think i'm just going to kick start my studies properly next year.
on another note, i can't wait for camp. :)
it would be my sixth camp consecutively, and being on a committee is fun on a whole other level.
i'm upset that a lot of people can't go, i know it's always like that, where some of the uni people sure can't make it, but now, the uni people are the ones i'm close to, and camp without them? D:
it will still be great nevertheless.
change is inevitable. can someone teach me how to accept and move on? yeesh.
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