there's nobody as bomb as me :)

love :)

despite my happy title, i am not happy.

i'm quite angry and frustrated nao.

since i last posted, i've been busy. holidays were good, although NOT productive AT ALL.

sigh. form 5s are dumb. we are all worried yet we don't do anything about it. unless its just me?

i went to hammy's house on wednesday :)

and to pyramid with brenda on thursday :)

ohkay.

went back to school on monday, and BAM my semi-final auditions were set on thursday. the same thursday as in four days from one we come back fresh to school.

okay i sorta knew it would be on that day adi, but i didn't really believe till i was in pn.teo's office with my mouth gaping open whatttt and an okayyyyy.

the planning would be easier than the first auditions, because there were less people. then there's always the nonsense of afternoon session which are so detached from us why do we even care?

thank goodness for fu ying though. he did all the physical stuff like walking from class to class when i was having the period cramps from hell.

but besides that, its still difficult for me to delegate to form 4s. they're all busy with teachers day and RIMUP anyway. i didn't have a group of trustable prefects like xin li had with me, dianne and eugene last year.

funny ah? i abuse what i love about prefects, you know, the you can skip perhimpunan, recess early, print nonsense of pn.teo's and bbi's computer, coming late to class, no spotcheck evryday thing.

but when it comes to actual prefect duties, i thank my lucky stars i'm an ajk and don't have to do this nonsense.

sometimes i get away with anything, i do feel invincible :D not like i'm dealing drugs in school or anything like that lah -_-

but in the end yesterday's auditions turned out OKAY. not perfect but okay.

afternoon session one was nonsense, cause of the laptop problem. and pn teo scolded me okay :( and i admit i was so angry at everybody that time i refused to talk to them for like a minute and asked them to freaking handle it themselves. but it was solved, and sigh, afternoon session did produce some really good easy to watch talent, so i calmed down. and we were on time anyway :)

morning session audition pissed me off too. there's nova, which i put first and then they bother me cause they don't wanna go first and the whole room was noisy and all the bands took so long to set up i didn't have the energy to do anything.

i folded stars though. and ken jee lah. i felt better after awhile.

i didn't eat anything till dinner though. had a bad headache. then rushed for tuition. kept falling asleep.

then explorer was supposed to go futsal together this morning, but all of the guys are noobs so i angry. dowan go.

and rimup. makes me angry too.

whatever. i ranted everything to my sister and she laughed and said my friends are noobs. so as long as somebody agrees with me, i'm okay dah :D

i'm worried for the next two weeks though :(

pn teo gave me two weeks to do a HUGE final which I have to plan. you know, plus staying back for captain ball, basketball, and futsal for rimup. and add maths project. and pn heng keeps giving us alot of homework you cannot NOT do.

oh yeah and spm is less than 5 months away, no, you don't need to study. really.

sigh. i love planning this stuff i do, but what does it benefit me? i don't even get one of those stupid gold or silver star pins -_- and i'm retiring in a month anyway -_-

hmph. perpetual -_- face.

ps: i already know your audition finalists. haha :D

i am also having a terrible cough that just won't heal.

and, yay for holland and robin van persie :) i do love them :)