free popcorn!

lets take a moment for me to express my anger.
aughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i hate uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
u know what i had many things to blog..but im too pissed of.
im going.
it took me two weeks to hate someone i loved so much.

lah.

if u ever change your mind...

the current love of my life...

arent they beautiful??
my adidas originals =D

if u see me in church not wearing them, its prolly cos its kinda hot to wear them cos i hate wearing socks...

tupidd jeremy stepped on my shoes b4..

and u know what?

today..in the meeting, we had to exchange shoes!
so...i had to exchange with chewie and some guy named chris...
they had HUGE (and ugly) shoes...
i was kinda scared they would damage my shoes..

hee.
ben lim had to wear una's shoes.

sad that 'somebody' couldnt be there...



dont u guys think were to young to love?
do we know what love is actually like?
i mean the bf-gf kinda love...
like..i dont get it when i see people around my age professing their utmost love for someone who they themselves know that they will prolly never even remember each other after high school...

im crapping i know...
maybe i ought to try it out and see if it has the same effect on me...
who to try on?

wrist in peace.

well.
there was the concert yesterday.
i didnt go.
eunice didnt sponsor me another ticket again.
LOL.

so...we stayed in class.
me, sarah and jen wen talked really long.
went in the lab late.
hideous mr.zabidi didnt even realize.
we let kavitra do the experiment.
i tasted it.
apparently, milk+water+flour+sugar+salt doesnt taste very nice.
then teacher asked sarah a question.
hehe. i mean, we were obviously not paying attention...
something magnesium+hydrochloric acid=???

then later in BM..
boring like dunno what lah...
that lame teacher was asking us to read from that book...
so i slept...
im an expert sleeper so of course teacher didnt catch me...
i think ima fail bm this year...

go be sausage lah.

i have always imagined someone else...u know?
no u dont..
haix..

so...im kinda annoyed now.
because some ppl dont know the importance pillow covers.
the living room has 8 pillows.
4 types of covers.
so therefore, there are 2 identical pillows lah.
well.

brown pillows: flat, soft. good for head support and leg suppport.
coral pink pillows, cream pillows: slightly fat. very huggable. good for head also.
orange pillows: huggable also. nothing special. oldest.
red spotted pillows: huggable!

see...they all have their own purposes.
but when mommy washes the covers, and then puts them back, now i dont know which is which and watching tv now isnt that comfy anymore...

from yesterday.

okay im very happy now....
smiling like shit onli...
cant tell u guys why lah.

guess what?
i havnt been online since last week...
=O

and to my horror...
friendster is abit whack again today...

i had a dream last night.
i dreamt i went to Kelantan(???)
then we went to a mall...
and then i went to Levi's
then..
i stole evrything there....
the clothes and jeans were damn nice lah...
and the dream lasted damn long..

this shows that desperately need a new pair of jeans...

so..now i am going to stress about homework that i will never do..
go and play with the photoshop thingy that my sis installed..
think about what to cook for lunch..
try and reply comments from friendster that wont appear bcos it is hanging now..
and try to discover where all these ants are suddenly coming from and what they are doing all over the computer...

okay..
see yous.

have i told u people i like fried rice?
and panda bears...
=D

me be useless.

v201 was good!
possibly one of the best courses ever!
despite sitting next to a big gorilla and a sad maiden that kept annoying each other, i could say i had a lot of focus...
and i half stole 2 name tags
danielle chun
lawrence ch'ng sim kiat
(fat hou sim card boy...)
anyway...
pictures!
nah just kidding.
later eu mun take.
lol.

i dont like people thinking theyre better than me....even if they are...

u know....friendship is something u have to maintain...and it isnt easy...
what if you had changed?
u made that friend when you were one person...and now.. youre totally 360 degrees different...
then what?
u no longer have many things in common with the person..
so then?

ok...different scenario..
how about if...
u and ure friend were friends by default?
theres nothing u can do about it...
i mean...u guys were around each other for so long it would be kinda lame if u guys just dont talk to each other right?

urgh... stupid post...
just...struggling...
dont know what to do...

expressive now.

damn. i spent the whole half hour looking for ivans damn profile on the damn friendster.
its just so huge u know...
so i went looking here..and there...
and got caught up looking at other peoples' profiles until...sien lar now..

i hate unproductive veggeiless days.

my heart is numb has no feeling.

a funny thing happened in church today.
like..imagine..two lil people in yer brain...one is Mr.Happy and one is...er...Mr.um....Mr.Not so happy...
or just call them Mr X and Mr Y(shit... i miss doing algebra and linear)
X is happy and optimistic..and well...Y is the total opposite...
they were like sort of having an argument in brain just before youth lar...
imagine them shoving, yelling, arguing with each other...

Y:NO..MUST BE SAD TODAY!!!
X: dowan larh weih..people like her more when she happy la...
Y: who cares what people likes...if she sad then dun need to hard larh...
X: she sad also not because of serious stuff marh...shes just being a bit superficial and underappreaciated..thats all..
Y: are u sure?maybe its worse leh...
X: let her be happy lah...she was so happy last week=\
Y:so...u had ure turn lah..now my turn..
X: OI..I SAY BE HAPPY THEN BE HAPPY LARH BODOH....HAPPY PEOPLE ARE BETTER LAH BODOH...
Y: DUN 'BODOH' BE ME LAH BODOH!
X: I SAY BODOH WHENEVR I WANT LAH!
Y: EY...BUT SHE VERY LOA TODAY LET HER BE LAH!
X: WHAT LOA? THIS GIRL PERASAN GILA LAH I TELL YOU...SO SAD OVER NOTHING..ANYWAY...SHES IN CHURCH!!SHES SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY!
Y: agrees....fine...THEN SUNDAY LEH?
X: SHE GOING CHURCH AGAIN LAH..SO MUST BE HAPPY AGAIN LAH...BODOH SIAL... SHE CAN BE SAD 5 DAYS A WEEK IN SCHOOL LAH..
Y: YA HOR....oklah...

so then Laura becomes happy in church again....

i love hugs now...especially the one that i dreamt...eeee...

oh.btw.
looking forward for lunch tomorrow.
seems like were alllll going for v201 tmr.
joseph wanna belanja me again?

hope u dont mind.

i was bored when my sis was taking a bath.
so i made a fake ransom video on the blue toy squid.
a million ringgit. hehehe. its on my canon camera now....
u ppl should see it..

aih...i want diversity...
for u not so smart people, its not a kind of university...
its just something i want..that i dont have...that other people have...
i mean..dont u hate having a totally monotonous uniform straight life?
i mean..u just wake up and know its gonna be a same day with the same people doing the same things...

thinking: are THEY planning a conspiracy plot against me?
conscience: yeah. they want to ignore me to get my attention.

i miss you.

ah...what a typical topic.
im not the type that misses a guy until i wanna die kinda thing...
but yeah...i miss a guy.
a guy i havent seen in a bout a few years or so...
i somehow think hes the guy i truly truly like.
a guy i can tell lotsa stuff to and not feel uncomfortable.
funny and smart and doesnt compromise his morals to fir into the outrageous standards of humankind.
ahhh dont i wish i can turn back time.

oh..and btw...
im starting to obsess about base guitars now.
sesat lah.
its so hard to listen to proper songs nowdays cause i tune out all other sounds except base or drums.
so most of the time i barely know a thing i listen to.

[retarded betul lah]

ohmygawd i found a picture of una and aski!
and a proper one too!

PS.theyre hotter than they look now

just a donkey.

The following 16 people are getting baptized.
1. Lai Gene Lih
2. Lai Yi Jan
3. Chin Cae Me
4. Lee Le Min
5. Ong Hwee Teen
6. Yanti Tan
7. Nicole Kimberly
8. Nicholas Ng
9. Benjamin Lim
10. Daniel Mah
11. Daniel Poh
12. Joel Han
13. Bright Izoka
14. Inalegwu Ochoche
15. Collins Ozuzu
16. Chandler Obinna

heee. they getting baptized.

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special post today!
since im feeling happy...

nah...just kidding....no special post...gonna emo and post something about the major (MAJOR) flaws of humankind...just like the other posts...

or... how about the major flaws of my Friendster right now?

no..im really bored...

hey..how bout i tell u bout melaka?

boring like dunno what lar i tell u...so sick of seeing old houses and gaudy trishaw pullers...
the best thing about the whole trip was the hotel and the breakfast buffet!
i ate and ate and ate at the buffet...
there was miso soup..and sausages and waffles and salads with expensive cheeses and omelettes and ahhh...
it was just amazing...
ahhh...

im such a city person.

pictures soon...(i keep saying that)