the sun is just yellow energy

the ridiculousness of some people.

from getting angry at one person, to getting angry at another person.
both of which, at one point...got annoyed with me.
?

listen.
darn. i just posted a whole angry post.
but my inner voice told me to shut up.

so.
i dont even know how to explain this feeling of dislikeness toward certain people.

anyway.

i shall go and photoshop all the crap low quality photos you people take with MY camera.

you won't find nobody else like me.

oh the tiredness.
mass amounts of homework.
haix.

i drew the pretty watch!
*i'm so full of myself*

i claim i have no time.
but yet im here. blogging about the miserableness of my tired soul.

no lah.
i came online to send the minutes out the leaders.
THE leaders.

now. i'm going to make this post easy to understand.
for chewie.

OH THE HORROR.
LIFE,
SUCKS!

happy birthday teoh!
=D

i've made a resolution of being a blessing and a nicer friend to all my friends.
regardless of whether they appreciate it or not.

screaming.crying.staring.blurring.scared.

LALALALA
LALALA
OMG
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
IM SO DUMB.
DUMB.DUMB.

ARRRRR.
IM WRITING IN CAPITAL.

MY LIFE IS SO. SO. SO.
EBB TJL4EWFBHKRJ HDEWVBLHEI FGVHLFO dwa5e81c74 ycprn reajoc ugypn'dopuh93ew8r
nah.

this is IH.
the stupid indescribable feeling.

in bm, ternganga.
o.O

normal but happy?

pokes.superpokes.

Facebook.is.killing.me.
seriously.
like good gracious man, how many requests, notifications, pokes, confirmations, invitations, applications, and messages can you get?
its so hard to keep up.
and its so complicated!
its even hard to add people.
and its like, EVERYWHERE.
and the way people invite you for everything its like, dont you have anything better to do?
its also abit silly.

but i'm not discriminating against it lah.
facebook is cute.

anyway.
argh.
nothing to blog abt.
so.

mang-OH

im sorry about the mangoness of my blog.

but i felt very mango-ey today.
i love MNG!
aha.

anyway.
i need a break from all that pink every once in a while.
and hey?
like the border?
if u dont, then ah well.
but if u do, i did it myself!
photoshop!

mango mango

i shall edit my friendster profile too!
if i have the time lah.

stupid homework.

i'm in a good mood now.
lets see whos the first person to spoil it..

now thats ridiculous.i want you.

i take things too seriously.

im also too sensitive.
things not meant to hurt me, still hurt me.
i take EVERYTHING personally.
but not insults lah.
i dont mind insults.

i just.
EEEE.
i blame myself for evrything?
anyway.

is toning down more of a holding back?
get it?
hah i bet you dont.
but i do.
and still wondering abt it.
this is just a short post thats all.

huggable and yummy.
you have an awesome smile.
ahhhh
*BIG SMILE*

see that pic? dont care abt anyone else.
just that nice head of hair on the right.
thats my pretty hair!!
omg perasan.

everything changes

camp photos.
its amusing lah. i look angry and weird in most of them.

anyway.
okay lah.
i tell you all abt what ive been worrying about for the whole of last week.

i joined the 365 worship team.
it was kinda freaky.
but way fun =D
we started with a song from children church
heeee.
it kinda made me feel better la.

and then i had to do the birthday thing.
=O
i was freaking out abt it cause well, its my first time marh
what if cannot live up to joshua's standards how.
but it turned out to be easier than i thought!

and i learned something new lah.
maybe not just one thing.
a couple of things.
good and bad.
good ones um..thanks to chewie and cae me lah.
i can be very very hard headed wan lah.

overall...
the weekend kinda was....horrible lah.
i cried alot abt...stuff lah.
and no, i dont think i was overreacting abt the stuff.

some of you just...are not nice.
there. i said it in a nice way =D

oo btw!

pengawas pelatih now you know =D
i get to jaga places and stuff.
hehe.

i freakin love this pic =D
friends forever babes!!

normally i would just forget that

ah.
like i say many times in this blog, i hate humans.
its just frustrating you know.

you try helplessly to stay in your comfortable lil bubble with your friends and limits and rules and routines
but the moment even a tiny bit of exposure outside that bubble,
then u realize what a big sucky world it really is you know...
even worse, what isf suddenly, the bubble dissapears?

but, then again, that has yet to happen cause when it will, you guys can come visit me at the psychiatric ward and help raise money for a therapist
okay?

i mean it.
im absolutely terrified.

its all about youuuuu

hahahahahhaahqhahahahahahahahahahaha.
life is so amusingly unpredictable.
haha.
its like something can just happen when u least expect it.
lol
luckily this time its a good one =D

so.
hey! first day of school.
IM SO TIRED OMG.
anyway.

i was really worried that somethin would go wrong cause its like, in the morning..when i'm barely conscious also goodness...
well.
i didnt have to worry.

turns out, schoool, was actually..quite awesome!
i got to sit with MY HAMMY!
wow!
and i shall sit with her for like, the rest of the year!!!
yayayayayay!
and dianne is like, there too!
and oon and jie sheng infront of me lol theyre so lame =)

school just comes so naturally.
the same people(for some of us), same atmosphere(except its cold), same routine (except its a couple of hours earlier)
and well, packed with form 4s and 5s la.
but not like anyone cares abt them la.

happy?
no, not really.
more like relieved.
and yer.
you know what. 3 ppl just joined my tuition.

but i cannot say their names lol
*coughkarlingcoughcough*
shes stalking me haha.

i wandered through fiction

man.
the crappyness of a crappy person sure makes a crappy day, if possible, even crappier.
crap alll of you.

anyway.
dont underestimate the potency of
a bad day+sugar crash+pms
can sure ruin everything for you.

anyway.

humans. misunderstand each other.
but its still their fault for letting others misunderstand you in the first place.

so talk.
to clear things up.

but some of you, misunderstand yourself.
grr.

btw, we kept the xmas tree edi =/

we're going back to school!