some organized mess.: June 2008

Saturday, June 28, 2008

you must not know about me

continuing the song downloading marathon.

lets blog about how completely discontented i am right now.
i ain't happy.

lets start with last week.
weekdays loaded with tuition.

i had to skip on wednesday though.
for RIMUP: girls basketball.
yeah like i think i can play like that.
i can't, btw.

we had a bypass.
we beat pentium.
we lost in the semis i think..7-0 to genesis.
not surprised right?
i didn't do much.
ahem i CAN'T do much.

tiring la.

friday was RIMUP: girls futsal.
i got to be midfielder/striker.
a way more active role.
i sucked at it.
we lost in the semis to amiga.

i watched to guys play their more yengggg version of basketball.
cyber lost first round my gawd.
browser got better chance. but. also lost.
i supported daniel & muidz!

not happy lar.

yeah. but that ain't the reason of why i'm not happy.
i had a bad weekend.
:/
except for 1 awesome thing.
i can't tell you :D

we went to pyramid.
by we, i mean m&d.
and i saw sammy! samantha lee!
i was abit blur la..cause she was like, lauraaaa....

anyway.
i feel sad. and poor. seriously.
i feel so....different.

if you just pretend to be nice, then everything in my life would be alright, alright?

this innocence is brilliant.

i made a new blog header.
its pink.
but i don't know if i should use it yet.
its nice.
but i like this greenness.

soon lah k?
when i figure out what else i should change.
mind you, its gonna be GIRLY.
whatever.

me and sis dwlded about....mm..
80 new songs in 2 hours. muahaha.

right. no time to post.
going to lunch now.

365!

all i need, is the air i breath, and a place to rest my head...

counting the ways to where you are

man i wanna blog abt the week.
but my limewire pro is under turbo charged connection now.
songs, are flowing in!
they take about 1 minute to download.

hehe.
just gotta wait till next time la k?

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

how wonderful life is, when you're in the world

oh my gawd.
basketball!
tomorrow.
and futsal on friday!
aiyer.

and then scrabble.

now.
i don't want to give you guys the wrong impression that my english is so good until i can beat of the other 39 people to represent my class.
i just like pretending that i'm smart.

hey, nicholas ng beat me in scrabble okay?
let alone mun chun, jen wen, muayyad, yip siang (?) and whoever else.

so i hope no one will like look at me and be like,
my goodness! she thinks she can win arh? what a joke!

cause you know, some people just want to show people what they can do..without actually being able to do it?

argh i'm not making sense again.

i can't believe i haven't posted this pic before.
its nick and jammy!
vbs o7!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

its how much i need you

hello!
:D
i'm a lil happy.
a lil annoyed.

mm i went to the subang rally yesterday.
very much an impromptu decision.
went to church and then found out that aski and chewie were going.
ah..so go la.

firstly, the place was freaking huge.
and its only a school!

saw lotsa people.
twelveans, and such.
and omg i saw PAM!
pamela! from skss that pamela!
XD she still calls me su-lynn.

then i lost her.
chewie, eugene, paul and ugh, my sis sat at the back.
they went back early..

so, me, aski, bryan, joseph, ryan, and samuel was there.
the worship session was cool wey.

afterwards, all of us except bryan didn't stay.
we went to eat mamak at USJ 9.

we went around 9 ar i think?
we talked till 11 lol.

kinda felt bad for bryan.
lol wth he won a free planet shakers cd, and he won the RM260 bid for the limited edition other dvd..or something..

yeah.
came home tired.

i woke up at 3.30 to watch my netherlands vs russia game.
dissapointment, netherlands LOST.

so they out.
hope my spain makes it tonight?

btw, i loved my hair on saturday!
and did i mention it was freaking cold in the auditorium??
see ya!

Friday, June 20, 2008

staring at you from the corner of my eye

think about i could be gone from you too.

wow.
you know what i wanna do like, right, this moment in my life?
i wanna fall in love.

i'm only waiting.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

this could all dissapear

look into your heart and you'll love :)

hey.
so, like, tuition. is everyday for 8 hours.
i know you guys think its ridiculous. and it is.
but its ok sometimes.
really makes ya study.
and makes you eat alot more too.

after cell and stuff last night, i watched some much needed tv.
then i feel asleep on the couch.
woke up to watch my Spain vs Greece game.
spain won duhhhh.
but it was damn frustrating.
they're like Arsenal lol.
its like, Fabregas wasn't that chun laaaaaa.
made alot of mistkes.
and omg i didnt realize that Xabi Alonso is so hot. and chun.
:D

hope this doesn't justify you people thinking i like football cause of the hot guys.

yeah. i fell asleep downstairs. like, till 6.15 when my sis came down.
i was like, wha-?
then i got up too fast. i could've fainted.
so i like, stubbed my toe.
still half asleep.
but this is the first time i slept the whole night on the couch.
its very comfy :)

anyway. i had to immediately get ready for school.
open day you know.
:O

ya know what realized, you people look damnnn innocent with your parents around.
so different.
why?
scared??hmm??
ah but you looked convincing enough.

so me and daddy sat down.
with ugh Pn.Rosni.
she was ok.
just my bm and english need improvement.
yeah.
then came home.

daddy went to work.
so...
guess what I did.

i went to look for the basketball in that ridiculously stuffed store room.
looked the first time, i gave up.
second time, i found it!

then went to look for the pump because the basketball was disgracefully soft and limp.
in that ridiculously stuffed store room.
lucky its huge enough to be seen.

then omg i spent like, half an hour trying to pump it.
then i realized you need a NEEDLE.
dumb right?

i looked all over for it.
i found it..i wont tell you where.

then yay! i pumped it and then shhh i went to basketball court near my house.
alone.
without my parent's permission.
wah.
i played for...about 20 mins?
damn tiring also.
i think i'm slightly tanner too.

but it was cool.
to play without pressure of having to share the ball or pressure of scoring.
just some shooting.
maybe one day, i go with you kawan-kawan.
or i'll be daring to play with the pros in the church hor?
in the lebih canggih church court.

:D

just came home.
sweating like mad.

came online.
stupid limewire.
i wanna download the new maroon 5 and rihanna song.
;p

gonna play the sims till lunchtime.
then eat, sleep, go another longggg tuition.
see ya!

this is for hammy!
click it. and thennn save it.
:D

Saturday, June 14, 2008

that's what you get when you let your heart win

survey.
RULE1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves..

RULE 2. Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
uh. i can give a good silent treatment. and cry it out to hammy. yeah.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
win a billion dollar lottery :)

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
hmmmmm. can i slap instead?

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
shop. and then take all my friends out on a holiday..

5. What is so nice about ur lover?
WHAT lover.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
they're both nice, but being loved is kinda better.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
a month and 3 days and...19 hours.
nah.a year? depends on how much i 'love' him.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
i honestly dont know. i'd continue to be his friend la i guess.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
he gave me the sweetest smile ever :D

10. What takes you down the fastest?
insecurity. hah. but not often.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
getting married?

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
er. you know. the usual gang. but ima add in my tuition people cause i have to see them every day for the next 3 months.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
omg she's freakin awesome. and dont think that. i know that.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
i know you guys think the i'll pick a, but i really wanna get married. but my gawd, dont jinx it..my future husband is gonna be loadedddddd...

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
pick my pillow of the floor and go back to sleep.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
not allll. then what else would i have left for my friends and studies huh?

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
still trying to figure out. the richer one?

18. What type of people do you hate?
i wouldn't go to the extent of hate. i just dont like people that dont like themselves. and people that dont get the big picture. immature.

second survey.
from ANISA!

yeah. so guess what i was doing yesterday.
i went through all my old posts. and i well, i say.
i've come a long way :)

man i was damn emo last time.
and i still remember what i was emo about.

see. this is why people should have blogs.
i imagine in like, 20 years, i can show (gasp!) my kids.

and i realized, i'm also the same. maturity wise. i like it.

heeeee.

supermodel XD

Friday, June 13, 2008

cause perfect, didn't feel so perfect

Whats your middle name?
- chien? or su?

perasan.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

as if you've come to rescue me

urgh.

some people ar.

stupid sejarah project.
stupid mosquitoes.
stupid guys.
stupid sleepyness.
stupid FRANCE.
stupid sejarah project.
stupid money.
stupid school.
stupid results.
stupid, stupid.

no, dont get me wrong, im not in a pessimictic mood.
i'm actually ok.
cranky though,
not getting enough sleep.

you know what i realized?
***i spotted a mosquito!
[arms self with ridsect and a closed nose]
anyway.
i realized, being SMART is IN.
its cool.

sounding smart, classsy, and like youve-got-a-bloody-education-(and-PARENTS) kinda smart.
evrybody is starting to get a hang of it.
go read blogs.
nobody does weird whiny, lala, boring, bimbo, wannabe posts anymore.
and if you do. well.

shock today. had to stay in tuition till 8.
6 hours man.
at least i had company :)
no food tho.
and no phone!
sampat i forgot to bring.
*felt helpless

well. i forgot what to post about again.
cow.

ice cream melting you still wanna pose ar?

oh yes!
you know what i was thinking about?
can't wait to drive. can't wait for my friends to drive.
cause you know, when you and your best friends are in the car alone, ITS AWESOME.
yes?

Monday, June 9, 2008

even heroes have the right to bleed

SUPERMAN!

bleu cheese anyone?

mm. you know that numb feeling i wanna feel i always talk about?
i have it now. its awesome.
the sejarah project is so numbing.
that + music.
so i'm like, duh. now.
if you know what i mean.

i just finished my project :)
although i dont know what to do with the elemen crap and the temu bual. but who cares.

*loving the weather

first day of school.
major post-holiday syndrome.
well.
oon, hammy, and i colored the Halls wrappers.
oon brought the sweets.
it's green tea flavored!

well i had something very important and nice to blog about, but i obviously forgot. as to the crapping.

mm no i didn't go for the summer splash.
i heard it was bloody crowded.
ah well.

i suka roxy.

wondering why people label themselves.
like, rocker, emo, surfer, conservative, and others.
i dont think you should.
i label myself as LAURA.

i wanna be his kryptonite

Friday, June 6, 2008

i can see us holding hands

i still think the dance moves in Justin Timberlake's 'My Love' is awesome.
my mummy is cooking salmon now.
SALMON!
hehe.

anyway.
today was ok. after tuition, i somewhat started my sejarah project.
just copy from the internet wan la.
but i scared the Jabatan people will realize its 100% plagiarized.
i actually am.
ugh.

mummy and daddy went to visit U.Richard Chua today.
he's in the hospital. so must pray for him yes?

so then they dropped my sis and i at pyramid lor.
she had money.
and bought some stuff.

i tell you, i love body shop.
and chewie!!! the shampoo costs RM39 only!
(super expensive for a bottle of shampoo. and not like my hair needs it anyway.
*does the perasan-face-flip-hair move*
then went to asian avenue. you know lah. cheap stuff ma.
then we saw en lin!
till now, i don't know if he deliberately showed up or if it was a coincidence or not.
ptuh he wacked me with his book. like cannot say a simple HI LAURA to greet me.

then 3 of us walked around. aimlessly.
then went to billabong. (hah like we can afford anything there)
then we saw whats his name? qi hong?
yes. him and his lil bro.
again, till now, i don't know if he deliberately showed up or if it was a coincidence or not.

er. it was boring la.
then mummy and daddy came.
so oh well.

last year.
dresses we couldn't afford.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

so i'm letting you fly

mm hey.

woke up late yesterday.
didnt brush teeth, change, or even go toilet, i went downstairs.

laura: deee. i wan nasi lemak.
daddy: (weird smile) huh? now?
laura: yeah. so long nvr eat edi.
daddy: uhhh. okay lah. now?
laura: yeah. mummy you want?
mummy: (disgusted look) uh. (smiles) okay lar.

then we went to buy yummy nasi lemak.

yesterday we also went to the epitome of lalaness, sungei wang plaza.
man.
i thank God that i'm not a lala. or ever will be.
well its hard to get around there cause its so crowded. but it was a wednesday so at least it wasn't as crowded as it is on the weekend.
i bought a shirt, shorts, and earrings :)
i won't tell you how cheap it is heee.
we bought a shirt for daddy for his birthday.
which happens to be the day before father's day.
heh.
it was supposed to be a surprise so we couldn't let him see right.
tyring to sneak around all.
my mummy i tell you, is a bad accomplice.
whatever.
i feel nice :)
oo. when we came out of the mall,
again,
phwoar!
thunderstorm!
hehe.
its even better when you're in the car.
you feel so cosy and protected...
especially with all those plastic bags of clothes.

anyway.
today is busy too.
went for tuition at 9.
suppose to go hammy's house and START the sejarah project.
but something important came up. had to go out with jeremy.
but it changed from 12, so now its at 2.
aiyer.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

no you don't know what its like

oh man. do i have to blog.

i'll start on sunday.
after church, we went straight to pyramid. and yes, this seems abit random.
cause my family practically comes alive only after 7pm.
we were going to shogun for uh, my granduncle's bday.
yes. SHOGUN. the superbombastically expensive Japanese buffet.
going in, I was so overwhelmed with the amount of unlimited food. to my access. =O.
my brain jammed abit as we greeted ALL the relatives. i can never remember all them names.
my sis and i sat down. ceremoniously greeted by baked cheesy oysters. they were huge and looked yummy. but its horrible. dont eat it. at least now i know what im not missing eh?

we started at the sushi section. duh.
moved to the tempura.
then shaun came!
then krystle came!
then we moved to the main section.(it had crabs! prawns! fancy fish!)
in between i had about 5 rounds of chawan mushi. thats the egg thing. its AWESOME.
and then, more sushi.
lastly, dessert.
green tea ice cream! XD
and the fondue fountain.
oo. they had aloe vera to go with the ice cream.
i took a bowl aloe vera instead lol.

hope im not boring you guys yet.
i dont usually talk about events like these hehe

needless to say, overeating could not be avoided.
so full la.

well. we went shopping. did not fully compensate for the amount of food we ate, but i think it made me at least, feeel better about it.
it was a good day.
btw, the buffet, is RM48 per person.
=O

so lemme tell you about today.
after my insanely early morning tuition of trigonometry, we went to ikea!
i love ikea. it feels so..classy :) like me!
well again, overwhelmed.
all the things you want.
and all the rooms there are gorgeous la.

anyway.
bought a bookshelf.
and photo frames.
mummy bought a toilet brush!

well. it amazes me how um.. nice. the stuff there is.
mummy promised me a curtain from there. next time(aih).
well, my fave sections are the artwork and mirror and the kiddies section.
hee.

[damn is this post long or what]

we had lunch there! no, not the expensive looking restaurant which only ever seems to advertise its overpriced Swedish meatballs.
just the hotdog and curry puff.
i love them curry puffs!

came home, fell asleep. naturally.
woke up to thunder and lightning.
phwoar!!
a thunderstorm!!
happyfied!

we definitely needed one.
it was nice to sleep. but then the power tripped. so, no fan.

but one thing, its funny how much out entertainment depends on electricity.
it practically immobilizes.
at times like these, i wish i had a scott to hug.

anyway, off to partially start my sejarah project.
wish me luck :)

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