and i feel a lil' better than i did before.

now, I'm going to say I've had one of the best weekends ever.
and i did. lets start.

saturday morning, i continued my dont-go-to-school-on-weekends-unless-they'll-kill-you thing. yeah i didn't go.
sorry lah the persaraan thing all also. bye bye them la.

i had more important stuff to do.
like, sleep and have a good breakfast. and such.

we stayed back in church later. waiting for ryan. he driver.
after like, an hour, me, una, aski, lawrence, irving, eugene, ee hui, and ryan (somehow) sat in the Unser and we left!
fetched a somehow really important camera, and somehow somewhat important kyle.

damn i love car rides.
long car rides.

er, jess, joel, adrian, SAM, elsa, daven, daniel, bryan, julian, john, joseph, gideon, & clement were also there.
gawd i hope i didn't miss anyone. we had pizza, and KFC what else right.

did i tell you it was a pool party?

sam and his pink cell gang

all them guys

ew.john.ew.

the OMG pose

the cake. still intact.

the guys again..

i can't see too...

pizza!

sitting around.

i have a weird duck pose here.

all the guys got dumped in the pool one by one.
bryan and irving's phones, are..gone.
they didn't dare? get the girls. so. phew?

after smushing sam with the cake, everyone started smushing everyone also lol.
cake everywhere.
and chilli sos, joel?

then to wash of, we went to the shower place, but we got shoved directly underneath it.
so, wet la.

then we got pushed into the pool lol.

oh we kena saman btw.
RM100.
so all in all everyone has to pay RM20.
*omg laura's more broke*
it was fun la.

i know there isn't many photos of me, una, & aski..
but its the guys thing la you know?
too much laura may outshine all of em :p

and =D nice things happened ya know?

cake!
lawrence! me, una, & bryan.

it was a long and dark december

btw, i forgot to tell you all.

i won scrabble :D

well. I, of course, didn't expect to win la.

every class, form 3-5 sent one rep.
3c loves me :D

alot of people say i could win. even ppl i didn't know. but yay!

so i got first place!
i beat all the scary chun form 5s form 4s!
i was the only form 3 in the finals hehe.

i got lucky.

and my goodness my hands were shaking when we were playing you know.
the finals were damn like, official.
damn nervous.
and pressure! you ppl all came to bug me summore. lol.
you know, thanks mun chun for just being there.

and no, it ain't nerdy.

well. i got to skip bm, and bi.
but had to skip rehat.
and a period of science.

lol i went back to class right, i didn't even wish teacher i just knocked and *big smile* 'i won!!'
i was like high.
i interrupted the Malays' presentation.
soz.

you know what's weird?
Adam was like "you use what shampoo ar? rejoice ar?"
random right?
and he wished me good luck too!
:)

i'm hearing what you say but i just can't make a sound.

oh gawd.

i have like, faceache.
like, facial muscles are so tired.
don't know why.

i can't continue studying because all my pens have no ink.
i will only use black 0.5 G1s or G2s.
i just bought refills last month you know.
this shows how much i study.

so. remember Wednesday?
it was my dear Charmaine's birthday :)
my gawd that girl is like famous!
she got lots of wishes, presents, and hehe a nice visit.

she's my bestest friend.
she's awesome.
and she really deserved a nice day for herself.
i wish i could have done more for her bday, but. uh. school day.

she listens to my crap all day. and she's the only one i can simply blast out any song i wanna sing.
lol. and she sings it with me :D

1.The last person to tag you is?
this jeanie lar :)

2.What relationship of you with him/her?
she's my dear cousin!

3.Your 5 impression towards him/her
i know she don't look smart. but she is.
she's..perasan lol. and cute. SHORT. very..cousin-ey

4.The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you
i don't know o.o

5.The most memorable words that he/she has say to you
i'm pretty sure its something about guys. lol.

6.If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
can't.
aww sorry jean.

7.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will..
make my parents not give her any ang pao??

8.If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on..
being taller than me hehe.

9.If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is..
she's got better vocab than i do?

10.The most desirable things to do for he/she is?
she should be telling me.

11.The overall impression to he/her is..
whiny. hah.

12.How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
someone once told me i have a very bitchy hostile thing about me.
eh.

13.The character for you for yourself is?
Perasan ;D and easily exited.

14.On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
er honestly, i judge EVERYONE i see. part of being miss perasan hor.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
a better me. wahaha.

16.For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them
*big smile*

17.Ten people to tag;
goodness.
1. Charmaine
2. Eugene
3. Yee Wan
4. Joseph
5. Chewie
6. Nicky Ng
7. Aski!
8. Kar Ling
9. Muayyad
10. Jeremy

18.Who is number 2 having relationship with?
I doubt he is. no offence eugeniee.

19.Is number 3 a female or male?
Female. tho, she is a boy. right?

20.If number 7 and 10 be together would it be a good thing?
hey could happen :) but..it would be amusing lar.

21.How about number 5 and 8?
when they know each other, i'll let you know.

22.What is number 1 studying about?
everything. that what she should be anyway.

23.When was the last time you had a chat with them?
1&9-today.
2&3&8-yesterday.
4&10-sunday.
5&7-saturday.
6-wednesday.

24.Is number 4 a single?
maybe. i hope so.lol.

25.say something about number 2
AMIGA-IAN!!!

i'm hearing what you say but i just can't make a sound.

lose yourself in the music

internet still abit crazy.
so.
i'm feeling abit restless.

i studied! yeah i did!
on the weekend summore.
do you KNOW how HARD it was to study during the weekend?
well. the 48% i got for sejarah slapped me up abit.
i mean, trials are next month!
i studied chapter 4&5.
twice!
turns out, its easier than i thought.

joel & lawrence : sap sap sui oni larhh.

i redid my entire photoshop.
i got rid of all the brushes i didn't want and stuff.
yay!

richard&louisa
i win things.

and I'm torn to do what I have to.

argh.

i haven't been free on a Saturday evening in a while.
i do NOT like the feeling.

i wanna go somewhere.
I'm trying my best not to show m pissy face.
so, i've subjected myself to One Republic & Dashboard Confessional, Blogger, Photoshop, Sejarah, and later, night at the museum or something.
might skip dinner. no mood to eat.

well. i have a problem with everything.
i can find no fault in my 2 favorite bands. its just i can't make it blasting loud. parents have ears.

my internet is connecting and disconnecting here and there.

my Photoshop, has somehow decided to reset itself.
yeah everything.
so i don't have my old settings.
and have to reload ALLLLLL my brushes again.
crap la.
it's gonna take hours.
(if i could give a more displeased face)

I'm actually looking forward to studying later.
i just don't think i will.
you know, lack of willpower.

and hey. saturday night movies.
with...myself.
and mummy?

i just don't feel nice la now.
like suddenly only.

keep that breathless charm

i have exactly 999 unread emails in my inbox.

send me one more and it might just explode.
but it's not like emails mirror your social status or anything.

most of it is Friendster birthday and applications crap and my Facebook super pokes.
and then a lil bit of spam, STUPID chain mails, my everyday calvin and hobbes comic strip, and the one's Samuel sends to everyone abt what's happening on Saturday :D

occasionally there are nice mails. but its hard to see them cause i kinda ignore everything that doesn't have the 'attached' logo on it.
which usually means church admin stuff. i like those.

ok.
updates.

*i've uploaded more photoshop brushes!they are nice. but its not like i have the time to create my wonderful works of graphic. may i say art?

*i skipped two days of school this week and i've never been better :)
yes. i was sick for two and a half days this week.

*i have a small cut on my nose from blowing my nose too much.
ya know, tissue and friction.

*all my latih tubi results have sucked so far.
(hey remember PMR???!!??)

*i found my Mp4. i just charged it overnight and it bloody told me it has no battery. wth ciplak.

anyway. today.
OMG there were NOT 1 but 2 fire drills today.
like whoa.
it took about 2 hours i guess? i don't know. i remember we didn't do much work today.
anyway, the bomba bomba people gave fire demos. and gawd fire extinguishers don't taste nice. don't smell nice. and. they make your eyes tear up.

i have to go study now.
i must say i feel like eating a cold raspberry and chocolate frozen yogurt bar. with blueberiess.

my babe brenda wong is back/coming back to Malaysia!

that could make me feel so sweet

omgosh i feel so sick.
i was this close to not coming to church on friday...
and i'm so tired of feeling crappy on fridays at church cause i feel so tired every single friday.
it's annoying.

oh.
rally.
it was cool.
could have been better.
lots of people :)
band was cool.
only you people tak semangat.

i didn't mess up during drama!yay!

other than that.

una, jo and i went to the basketball court to talk.
i like it cause its windy.
not because i wanna watch the guys play or anything...
maybe some guys :)

oh. something nice happened there heeeee.
won't tell you allllll.

well we went to una's for a sleepover.
it was fun.
shall i tell you what we did?
nah. too girly.
jojo slept at 2.30. una and i talked till 3.30 lol.

next day we were late for church.
and goodness we couldn't have made more of a scene.

bleh.

oh on sunday night i watched goal 2.
so chun becauseeeee right..
they showed
1. iker casillas! that gorgeous spain goalkeeper..
2. the pre-LA GALAXY david beckham
3. and my 2004 Arsenal team! of course the movie team, Real Madrid beat Arsenal lah for the movie's sake right, if you get what i mean.
but wow i love my Arsenal!
4. i saw the long-haired van Persie and Fabregas. eee.
5. AND. the pre-Barcelona Thierry Henry.

yeah those are REAL footballers. cameo appearances.

wahahahahaha.
study leh?

i GUESS i will post more photos.

so if i just lay here

yeah i've updated today edi.
but i just felt like putting in anyone.

darn mosquitoes.
i'm just randomly spraying ridsect in all directions.

its youth rally tmr.
i'm sorry i didn't ask you guys to come.
i've been busy and i'll be busy like crazy tmr anyway.

anyway.
i've only always ranted abt the annoyingness of my family to hammy anne.
but i'm damned annoyed like what now.

neurotic mum and self-centred sister.
i know every family has their own crap la.
but YERRRRRR.
geram lar.
what the hell lah.

my gawd their damn stupid.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm going to photoshop.

time is money and money is time

we had latih tubi week.
i'm sorry to say that, no. i do not worry about latih tubis at all.
i dont get why you all stress about.
and you know whats so weird?
is that you people go through worthless efforts to copy and refer during exam.
are you that kiasu?
cause if you're that worried about your results, stop procrastinating and pick up a damn book and study.

eh. maybe i'm just feeling crappy that i didn't do that well.
and i'm not very healthy.

gawd you know today they were selling plants and fruits?
the koperasi i mean.
and last week we had the ceremonial, read properly, plant planting ceremony.
right there during perhimpunan.
like, erm.

measure in love

lets continue.
there was SOTB on satuday and sunday.
it was cool. it IS cool.
after SOTB we went to A.Joyce's house at Taman Tun.
its cool.

ooo on sunday!
we had jessica's bday party. surprise bday party.
i have lots of pictures.
one day la ok?

then after sotb we went to richard's house for min ser and kenneth's farewell. surprise farewell.
aha.

ps.when they say 'think fast' it means DUCK.

btw i dont like alot of people.
i wonder how other people can stand them.
but i wonder if anyone can not like me until like that also.

anyway. i just came back from tuition.
no panda biscuit :(
its fine.

near the drums.

and decided to create a dream come true

omgness i haven't been online in awhile.
a whilllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

we'll start with....scrabble.
on friday.
laura was feeling kind of sick and cold.
you know the weather...
but it was fine. we went alllll the way up to level 3. which actually means level 4 because NONSENSE la that 'ground floor concept'.
yeah its very high.
nosebleeds and deafness as such.

not really no.
it was ok.
scrabble was more peaceful than i imagined.
no sweat dripping, nail biting, or opponent-staring.
we just played.

and i made it all the way to the final round.
my goodness the ZOO.
guess this is where one inserts 'mun chun' in. thanks :D btw.
anyway.
after keeping the scrabble boxes.
me and mun chun.no. mun chun and i realized that, hey! the redaksi room was empty.
and air-conditioned. and had free internet connection!
muahaha.

theres another scrabble competition. eh.
they put my name. yay! i guess they like me lol.
guess whose name i saw.
Mr Muayyad!
ahah.

after that i went home. and then to church where i was really tired. and had a headache. not to mention, some people are realllllllllLLLLLLYYYYYyyyy annoying.

oo i have a pic to put in here. but. no.

i'm lucky i had i all the things i had

tagged by Joseph :D
goodness is he colorful.

Name: Laura. THE Laura.

Sisters: neh. that one.

Brothers: eh.no.

Shoe size: 6 ? 7 ? i dont know.

Height: taller than most of you :) 165 ++

Where do you live: My Subang Jaya!

Favourite drinks: justea?

Favourite breakfast: OMG MCDONALDS!!

Have you ever been on a plane : nope.

Swam in the ocean: yeah. if you consider climbing on danielle's back wading around as swimming.

Fallen asleep in school: every day. every year.

Broken someone's heart: i don't know. i hope not.

Fell off your chair: ONCE.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: i'm not so needy.

Saved e-mails: i have abt 800 plus in my inbox. so, no.

What is your room like: green. big enough.

What is the last thing you ate: garlic naan!

Ever had Chicken pox: when i was a baby.

Sore throat: now? omg yeah i do.

Stitches: nuh-uh.

What's right beside you: the sofa. and, indirectly, the tv.

Do you believe in love at first sight: nope.

Like picnics: picnics are good. if with the right people. and nice weather. and no insects. and good food.

Who was the last person you danced with: charmainey!

Last made you smile: my mummy.

You last yelled: at that crap of a johnson.

TODAY DID YOU...

talk to someone you like: i always talk to people i like. i sit next to one! :O

Kissed anyone: flying kiss?

Get sick: a lil nose issue. by lil i mean i couldn't breathe.

Talked to an ex: nope.

Miss someone: biasa lah. yeah i didn't change joe's answer too.

Eat: um, yeah.

Best feeling in the world: when you wake up on an early rainy morning with no one at home and nothing to do.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: my moocow!

What's under your bed: lots of tissue.

Who do you really hate : if really hate ar, i dunno.

What time is it now: 10.09pm

RANDOM...

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: joseph. cause its his survey.

Q: Do you have any siblings: neh.that one.

Q: Do you want children : yeahhh. imagine mini-laura!

Q: Do you smile often: i'd like to think so.

Q: Do you like your hand-writing: sometimes. when i write with my g-1 pen.

Q: Are your toenails painted: dark metallic pink. i painted them after the sad RIMUP bball game.

Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: una's.

Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: creamy yellow.

Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday : in tuition. trying not to die.

Q: I can't wait till : i get a him.

Q: When did you cry last: last weekend.

Q: Are you a friendly person: man i hope so.

Q: Do you have any pets: scott?

Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: at home studying like a good boy i hope.

Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: mmm... :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Have you ever crawled through a window?: yes. to the balcony. to just..think.

Can you handle the truth?: NO.

Are you too forgiving?: i some ways yes, in some ways no.

Are you closer to your mother or father?: mummy.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?: i think its hammy. money issues.

How many people can you say you've really loved?: i can't say.

Do you eat healthy?: nope. but i had a pear just now......

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: no.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: has anyone not?

How often do you go to church?: how often do i NOT go to church?

If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: that hammy anne.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: quiet.

Are you confident?: YEAH.

Tag: hammy, anisa, eugene, *looks at links* and yee wan!

but when i look at the stars.

omg we made cheesetarts today.
dont it sound like retards?

you're such a cheesetart.

hammy and i slept in class long today.
then we woke up.
and went crazy for abit.

i love her la hee :D

tmr is scrabble. i think.
ahhhhh.

i'm running out of stuff to blog about...
mm...
i feel like writing random stuff.

i have alot of music i downloaded that i haven't listened to.
i have alot of white hair i DON'T need to pluck.
i have alot of earrings that i haven't worn before.
i have alot of mucous i haven't blown out.
i have alot of pillows i don't need to throw.

there 5 things.
gawd am i boring.

"yeah, i'm like, shaking my legs"