you might regret what you let slip away

omg limewire aku boleh diguna!
lol
bryan says i shouldnt talk in bm.

i'm too english ;p

i've never tried downloading so many songs at one time albeit they're all jammed.
music is therapy man.

but my internet lagging now.
its fine la.

oo. i realized, on facebook, SEND ME NIKE SHOES.
since i cant have em in real life, i might as well have it in this alternate dimension.

lets talk about people.
i think there's nothing more complicated than the human mind.
so, stop trying to understand other people.
waste of time, energy, and effort.
i think, all we have to do is wait and see.

question:
if you had to only choose between 2 extremes.
would you be:
a: obscurely attractive
b: attractively obscure
think about kay?

starting to miss hammy and anisa.

the aski and the laura

i think bible blast will forever be the thing i cant figure out.
except for the sermons.
heeh.

say what you need to say

i managed to reinstall the sims.
so, for the 1st time in my life, i did not watch even an hour of tv today.
=O.

i was trying to add a photo album to my blog.
and there was like, flickr, shutterfly, picasa. but then they were all so complicatin!
i just want a nice looking album for you nice people to view my NICE pics =)

so too bad lar.
or maybe i'm just flattering myself.
who on earth wants to view pics abt me anyway.
XD i know who.

i suddenly really want stuff from roxy and the body shop.

I suppose things are better now, but...I don't know.
People still hate each other, they just know how to hide it better.
-Seymour: Ghost World

but you put on quite a show

bible blast is over.
back to civilization.

there are a million things i can tell about bible blast.
but 1 thing is the most apparent.

one things starts, another ends.

it was awesome i suppose.
in most ways.
but in others, i've never been so..mm i can't find a word. i'll use: heartbroken.
not in a romantic way of course.

like, i want that numb feeling back again.
ish.

and i know how to get it. studddddyyyy.
someday next week la.

i feel like i still have to reminisce about the past a lil bit.

hehe. but 3 days full of your bestest girlfriends and guy friends, 2 nights, 2 movies, games, having breakfast, dinner and lunch with them, talking, and not to mention, air-conditioner is about as good as it should get.

but i think it does make people crazy abit.
condensed fun huh :)

like ng said, got hangover lar.
haha.

well the moment i came home, i watched tv.
had a craving for advertisements and E! (entertainment television. need ryan seacrest lol)

no pics however.
soz.

baby believe me its only a matter of time

aha!
i changed it!
it be green! blue! yellow! brown!
you may not like it. but i love it.
at least its something new right?
i still love mangoes tho.
weird neon greens are awesome!
i bet this shows you how delusional i'm becoming.

hey, just be happy i didnt suffocate you with pink.
hee.
have a good weekend.
i hope i will.

if you are what you say you are

i have never been more relieved that the holidays are here.
hee :)

teachers day today was like, crazy awesome balanced with crazy horrible.
hehe.
the teachers were really sporting.
some performances were awesome also.
it was an otherwise DULL event.
but, the weather was the best hehe.

have you ever wished you couldnt feel something?
just for awhile.
just be numb.
unforgivingly numb to everything.
for a moment.

yeah.
so. Anisa's in japan now!
i wish her the best of luck :)
(and she better buy me something. and it better be good)

i want to blog about something so tragedic, heart breaking, sentimental and hopeless.
i want you all to know how i feel.

but i dont have to.
i think this pain will last alot.
its just the amount of it contain per uh. per day.?

tagged by noop.
i saw him alot today wey.

5 things found in my bag:
(what bag? school? tuition? handbag?)
1. wallet.
2. inevitably, a book of some sort
3. a pen. be it the silver one or the black one.
4. sweet wrappers. always sweet wrappers never sweets.
5. paper (?)

5 things found in my wallet:
1. my seri selangor name tag. it says chien su lynn =D
2. i have, exactly 57 cents. oh must round up hor. okay, 60 cents.
3. a receipt from the body shop
4. my library card which i dont use.
5. my um. school id card thing. which i also dont use.

5 things found in my room:
1. BOOKS. sorry, its um, textbooks.
2. My Cow
3. All the things you nice people ever gave to me :)
4. countless pairs of unused socks
5. i have 5 pillows!

5 things that I wanted to do:
1. Go on a fully paid for shopping spree
2. be with him. argh.
3. to get an A for sejarah this year
4. sew back my cows arm. its coming off!
5. stare at my hair in the mirror.( i can still do it! :p)

5 things that I'm currently into:
1. mcdonalds breakfast set! woo! and, 2 all beef patties, special sauce, lettuce, cheese, pickles, onions on a sesame seed bun. muahaha. i can do it in 2 and a half seconds.
2. nail polish
3. sudoku
4. inevitably, a guy.
5. bible blast!!

List out 5 presents you wish for:
(lotsa things to write here, so i'm going to write just one word for each)
1. money
2. respect
3. Roxy
4. The Sims 2
5. ODM

The person who tagged you is:
haranoop

5 impression of him/her:
1. tall wey
2. he's different
3. he's bloody smart
4. nice? i think.
5. i dont really know him that well lar

One memorable thing they have done for you:
oo. he sms'es me lyrics to songs i happen to like hehe

If they become your lover, you will:
uh.

If they become your enemy, you will:
uh.

Pass this quiz to 5 people:
lazylar.

gonna smile because i deserve to

hey guys :)
so i expected more freedom after exam.
but noooooo. stupid projects.
and my results aren't really chun. so.
hey lets make this a football post why not.

laura stayed up till 2 to watch the champions league finale.
i could barely stay awake.
i saw the goals. but then i fell asleep.
anyway.
watching the replay today, i have to say,
each and every individual player from both teams really gave everything they had.
they all made their own contributions and the extra effort made alot of difference.
awesome passes, awesome saves ( did you see john terry's save? i thought his neck was gonna fly off too), and awesome drama :)
gila alot of fouls.
it was a finale i could never imagine arsenal being in.
(screams)
yeah. haix.
arsenal is like, so obscure now.
they are significant enough to be mentioned here and there.
but eh.
next season is FARRRR away.

laura has a headache.
i envy man u and man u supporters joy.
argh.
argh for chelsea.

well. must go school tmr.
ish.
its teachers day.
(here's a secret: i dont like them)

i could die for the words that you say

I.HAVE.BEEN.TAGGED. by anisa :)
Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.


1. What is on your mind?
- what to do the moment exam ends. tmr.

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
- not yet...

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 11 buddies you would take with you?
fdfsfsrffoo1hhjdfhahahcharmaine - do i need to say why? she's awesome
anisa - someone to bullify
danielle - to keep me sane
honestly, jie sheng - cause he's so retardedly funny lol
nicholas oon - to shut jie sheng up when he gets too annoying
una - someone to go all hiao with
nicky ng - we can pretend to watch football there
joel (han) - to talk rubbish with
chewie - to hear him say i have nice hair constantly
aski - gossip lol
jeremy - has an ipod!

4. Where do you really want to go?
shopping. ahhhhhhhh.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
win a 100 million dollar lottery

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- i dont know, if i see it, i see it lar.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
- oo. him.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
pay tithes first. then take my friends out.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
if i'm sure i'm in love la.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
anisa is : funny, random, unique

11. What is the 3 things you need to propose to someone?
- *dirty look* i dont propose to people..people propose to ME(anisa's answer)
yeah. that.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
- people who think they're better than everyone else

13. What is the one thing you cannot live without?
- my long hair. but then, i've yet to see what will happen.

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
- depends on who. if i dont know you, you best shut up.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- my friends

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
- i would be if i had more money. grr.

17. anisa removed this. so i trust her judgement.

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
- my perasanness

19. Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
- tomorrow is the last day of exam!

20. Would you wanna change the world ?
- DUH

added question. something simple.
SO. what are you thinking about?
sometimes, things dont make sense.
ih.

i love surveys.

cake!

you'll always be my baby

big smile.
feeling abit sentimental.
:).
its a nice feeling thinking about that someone.

after to go fast also again.
bathe, and then stare at my maths book AGAIN.
i admit it, my maths, this year, sucks.
sometimes i feel like just crying when i look at the book.

but i ain't going to school tomorrow.

let's bring up something random.

i'm actually feeling very nice now.
because of the music i'm listening now.
thats the magic of music that everyone's so in love with.

arhg i feel wishy washy.


'you are the best one, of the best ones'

headfull of sunshine

work huh.
i wonder if some of you still actually have time for um, recreational activities.

am i busy.
i have to write a short story, take a bath, finish my 3 chapters of maths, somehow squeeze in some study time, and, blog a post (this one).

grr.
grr.
and im not being a hypocrite u know.
i really dont have time.
for anything.
many things.

holidays!!!!!
in 2 and a half weeks.
dear me.
dear you.

temptation!